Some damn hacker is messing with me.  It looks as though I am going to have to turn in my computer to the police so that they might be able to find out who's doing it.  I don't think that it is fair.  I would like to keep my privacy.  Why is it that everyone else in my family can have the same components on their computers without problems?  Why do I always have to encounter bad people's desire to harm me?  I have a slight mean streak, but usually only when provoked.  What excuse does that give Loshan or anyone else to mess with my computer.  Supposedly, my friend Jessica gets attacked too.  Since that is the case, I can assume that some bully is targetting outcasts.  It's not like I am doing anything wrong at this point in my life.  Now I can't even buy my witchcraft supplies online later on because someone might steal my credit card number.  I think that this problem is someone we knew in our home town.  Why would they attack us when we aren't bad people?  It seems that the bullies get to keep their computers running while the outcasts with disabilities get targetted and denied the same rights as everyone else.  It's not right.  Because Jessica and I do not work due to our ailments, we are subject to persecution???????????  What the fuck?  Someone is a real jerkoff to do this shit to us.  I hope they get shot.  That does not mean that I'm going to do the shooting or hire someone to do it.  That just means that I wish that the hacker who keeps disabling computer functions on our computers would be erased from the face of the earth, so that we can all live in harmony and peace.