Soon ill be an adult and I will be old enough to do whatever. But to make good decisions. There has been a lot of complications. I've gone back and forth from saving my virginity until marraige or just have sex. Its very tempting and relationships ended because of my unsurance, if that's a word. Its hard to make a decision like this. I'm not going to lie, I've done stuff but never gone to home base. Its hard and my boyfriend of 7 months broke up with me because he didn't want to wait anymore. He helped me through so much and then he was gone. I wanna do it but I'm just not ready. The body is, but the mind isn't. I don't want to be a virgin during college because everyone has sex during college. Its like the movie Superbad, you have to be good at sex by the time rolls in. I feel just like those boys haha. I don't know, ill blog it when it happens... Well I don't know.