First thing, don't know if I will spell everything correct, 'cause my eyes are sleepy and I think I want to say everthing toghter, all in one, just have to realice now I can't do that before it's to late.
Only the thing is I feel so emtey.
I know it's my own fault.
I know what I've done to you was wrong.
I'm sorry for that.
But how many times do I have to say that?
I just don't know what to do anymore.
You make me feel so despared.
I just don't know why.
It feels like I haven't closed this relationship for myself.
Not in a good way.
I'm sorry for saing that.
I'm sorry for who I am.
I'm sorry for the things I have done.
I'm sorry I can't turn back time.
I'm sorry I'm writing this blog.
I'm sorry I made you think, the things I made you think.
I'm sorry I can't give you back your love.
I'm sorry I couldn't give you back the love you gave me back then.
I'm sorry for trying so hard.
It's just I care about you.
If always done that.
I'm just not that good in showing you that.
I'm sorry for that.
I'm sorry for your calls I missed.
I'm sorry for the messeges I didn't send.
I'm sorry for cheating.
I've never done so much for one person to make things better.
Please understand
I can't stop caring for you 'till I've made it right.
I'll walk around the rest of my life with this feeling
I don't want that.
I'm sorry... If I may I'll call you darlin'
I just can't stop thinkin' about the thing we done togheter.
The fun things.
I miss them.
I miss you.
I'm sorry
xxx FaceUnknown
