Wouldn't it be great if I found the ideal man? Would I even know that I was looking at him? If I ever stumbled upon a fella that loved me for me without me hiding, I think it would be bliss. If I didn't have to deny aspects of myself in order to just be with someone it would possibly be a blessing. Hell, I think my worst quirk is that I'm a slob. That's probably a big turn off for most men. If there was a man out there that didn't care about that fact and loved me anyway, I'd be happy. He'd have to be physically attractive to me though. I know they say that shouldn't be important, but if I were to ever have sex again, I don't want to have urges to put a bag over his head or some shit. What if the truth is that there is in fact someone out there for everyone? Can I actually believe such a thing? Would I even be kind enough to let the guy into my life or would I run the other way? Perhaps I would go out of my way to be a turn off because of my fear of being trashed by another guy. Hell, what if I cussed the guy out already because he was staring at me? Oh dear. How would I know? Am I destined to accept and live in solitude because of my protection methods? Oh well. It was all just a chain of thought. No biggie. I will survive.
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silver_phoenix said on Mar 01, 2009....
My thoughts exactly every day of my life! I would love to think that there is someone out there for me, but what if I already fucked that up? Yeah yeah we're not supposed to think about the what if's. I definitely guard myself, and live in solitude. It's not that I'm not open, I'm just unsure. It'd be nice if men came with captions or something! -
pusscat said on Mar 01, 2009....
" I don't want to have urges to put a bag over his head" LMAO!!!
Don't care what anyone says, a few good looks do go a long way for a man ;-)
There are a lot of us that tend to 'test' those that would try to love us. Constantly pushing them to see if they stick around cos we've been shit on from a great height in the past. I do believe is there someone out there for everyone with a passion too. He's out there for you too - yes you may push him and test him but the right one will pass those tests. Dare to love dtl, dare to let them in. Everything worth having comes with risks but when you do get that great love you'll realise the risks were worth it :-)
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darkerthanlight said on Mar 02, 2009....
Ya'll are cool. -
pusscat said on Mar 02, 2009....
You do realise you're pretty cool yourself ya know hun :-) -
darkerthanlight said on Mar 02, 2009....
Thank you. -
silver_phoenix said on Mar 02, 2009....
Me? cool? yeah thanks I know! haha :-P -
darkerthanlight said on Mar 02, 2009....
LOL. -
silver_phoenix said on Mar 02, 2009....
:-D I couldn't help myself! -
darkerthanlight said on Mar 03, 2009....
That's fine. -
pusscat said on Mar 03, 2009....
Hey silver! Good to see ya here maaaan!
Yeah - dtl rights anyway. . . you are cool - always were ;-)
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silver_phoenix said on Mar 04, 2009....
Hey there pusscat!! And for some reason that makes me think of a song that sorta goes like "hey there pussy cat, whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa!"
Yes, I've lost it. I'm insane. ;-P
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pusscat said on Mar 04, 2009....
Oh no-o-o-o-o-o-o!!! I'm gonna have that song stuck in my head all day now ha ha!
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