Do you ever have a day to yourself? Where you do personal errands or clean your house or car? And when you do clean, or whatever its your doing, you find something on accident. Something you had in your past that was close to you and then you lost it. It was that kind of day. I was cleaning the house, doing a little laundry, I did not expect to find a bunch of pictures of me and some old friends that I have not talked to in almost a year. I beat myself up almost everyday for losing them. One particular person got the best of me and that's all they wanted. Build me up and then tear me down. Music and pictures don't mix. They do but they don't. In fact, that was a bad idea. I listened to first the Freshmen by the Verve Pipe and next came Bruised by Jack's Mannequin. Its funny really. Either way those people are in my past and soon to be back in my future in about 6 short months. It just sucks. I'm lost and been lost for so long and I'm still not found.