What's worse than making out with your best friend's ex- boyfriend or making out with your sister's ex- boyfriend? I find both bad but when he was 23 years old while I was 14 years YOUNG. That's worse I believe. Can you blame alcohol? Yes but who can you blame for the alcohol being there? I blame myself. Not for kissing him because he initiated it. But I blame myself for being there. I've always been my sister, who is 21 now, little sidekick and her best friend. She blames herself for the way I've turned out. No one is to blame. I am the one to blame. It pisses me off because no one wanted to break me. I broke myself and I'm still paying the consequences. She can't forget me. We're blood but she can or can't forgive. She wants to forget him and does not want to forgive him.