I'm a adolesent. I don't get why I have to be in these so called "awkward years". I put my parents through a lot and I know they know I'm sorry, but I don't think they really know. Anyway, last summer I was admitted into a mental hospital and met incredible people. I miss them so much but its for the best. I tolg myself from the beginning that I am there to worry about me. I've only talked to a couple of them but nothing from the rest. People always leave and when they come back they expect everythings ok. That hurts me and its bullshit that people don't see or get it. I've relapsed. I began cutting, drinking, and smoking pot. I only wonder how far I can go.
1OutFromUnder3 posted on Feb 27, 2009
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PAPERBACKWRITER said on Mar 04, 2009....
Hello again, 1OutFromUnder3!
I left a belated welcome in your first blog in SC. :)
A year ago today, I had myself confined in the mental hospital. I was severly suicidal.
I met a lot of people, patients that helped me recover. I would say the talk with the patients helped me more than the talks with the psychiatrist/psychologist in the hospital.
When I started theraphy 6 years ago, I expected to be cured after a year. What my psychiatrist told me that helped me enormously until this day is, I should view my depression like a common cold. I will have to learn how to cope when it comes but it is part of my make up as a person. I could try to strengthen myself emotionally, (like one lives healthier lifestyle and keep one self fit to keep colds away)...to minimize the chances of getting depressed but if it is there I just have to learn coping mechanisms, seek and accept help or simply ride it until it is over because eventually it will be better.
I am sending you good thoughts, and wishing oyu all the best that you find peace and balance in your life, and hold on to it consistently. And if you have to ride it through, that you would not hesitate to ask for help and reach out.
Warm regards,
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