My artwork was featured in an Etsy treasury this morning so that gave me a bit of an ego lift. Then I was playing an online game and won about $3. So the morning started out pretty good.

 

It looks like it's going to be a mostly sunny day so my daily walk should be a bit easier than in the last week. I am having a hard time doing it every day. I seem to keep skipping a day. Part of that is because of lack of motivation and part of it is because of weather. Part of it is just feeling hopeless about ever losing enough weight to make a difference. Maybe the endorphins from walking will help me feel better though. At least there is that.

 

I didn't sleep well. One of the cats was restless and kept wandering over me and talking to me. Now of course he's sound asleep on my bed.

 

I can't quite figure out what to do with myself today. I'm not really in the mood to be alone, but I don't know anyone I can hang out with either. Everyone is either at their day job, or they live too far away to randomly drop by. I don't have any friends in the immediate neighborhood. Most the people in this neighborhood bond over their children or belonging to the same church or school. And I have none of the above. Sometimes I think of going back to college just to have a social life again. That's a pretty lame reason to spend all that money though.