I wish, you were here, I wish I was there. It does not really matter here, there.
I know it is not easy for you. And it does not help in times of stress, I become more difficult, seemingly cold and aloof.
I am sorry. I am ashamed...it is still the residue of the past, that you are not responsible for. And yet you get torpedoed at the most unexpected moments.
All through the many months we have been together, you only showed me love. Innocent love...open love....passionate love, unequivocable love...
I never realise, I would be so love. I hoped, longed for it...still I am amazed every single day from the day we met....
I am only human....stupid....LOL , I know I will get a smacking for calling myself stupid(I am asking for it!) :P....but I am...try as I might not to get caught up with the Vday virus....I have still been inflicted..........
.....blinded by the day...a single day....I forgot the rest of the 619 days you showed me day in day out how much you care for me, the girls our Mary.........in words, action - look, touch, with every breath.....
Will you forgive me - again, lol - for expecting you to read my mind?
Thank you for the poem last night...thank you for the poem this morning....and thank you for the email last year, that I weepingly reread this afternoon...
The video you chose is a great one.. Hope you have been feeling better today. Its morning here in Texas.....but i know i have to tell you good evening..