I can't even download Windows Defender definitions without there being a problem. I know that someone was hacking into my computer or something while I was downloading. This sucks. My adaware won't work right either. Someone wants me to get hit with spyware and shit. Isn't that nice of them. This is a brand new computer. I shouldn't be going through this. I'm not visiting sites that would cause a virus. What the fuck is going on? Why is it that other people can enjoy their time online, like my family, but I can't? This has been going on since I first started going online. It's as though some fucking freak has it in for me. I wish that I knew why. I would think that it was Ed or something, except this person doing this shit has way too much time on their hands. Maybe it's a group of people. This feeling that people are out to get me is never going to be allowed to go away, is it? Some fuck just has to creep me out and piss me off. I'm not fucking doing anything to deserve this shit. I can see if I were actually going around and bullying people, but I'm not. I'm just some chick who is trying to enjoy her time online. I made mistakes when I first got online. I'm not now though. I think that the person actually wants me to kill myself because I can't find peace in the things that I would like to enjoy. If they discourage me from being online, they can silence my voice. That's exactly what they want. Why should I be allowed to stick up for myself? That's probably what they're thinking. I don't want that kind of attention. It's not like I'm trying to harm people. I'm trying to heal. If I can't be allowed a tool to do so, then there is a problem. I don't want to harm anyone. I get angry, yes, but usually I calm down. I bet it's a fucking cop doing this shit. I am dealing with some invasive shit. They would rather get off on pissing me off then to just come up to my face, sit down, and discuss why they disapprove of my existence. That could be why the cops are in here all the fucking time. They could be talking with an undercover in the neighborhood. I don't know. All I do know is that this shit that's happening to me is really starting to piss me off. Why the fuck can't the cops knock this shit off if they are doing it. It's really immature. If it's not them, then some other fuck is trying to drive me crazier than what I really am. It's not fair or right. They obsess over being in my business (hacking in.) so severely that I think they're obsessed with me. There is too much negative attention being payed to me by this person or group there of. Maybe I talked about them at some given point. Oh wait, I am now, again. I wouldn't be talking about them if they didn't piss me off. Maybe that's what they want. They want negative attention. There must be a reason why people were bothering me in the trailer park. I have a right to find inner peace and healing, so why would someone want to get in the way of that? I am sick of people trying to deny me of my human rights. Sick fuck or fucks that they are. I don't care how much they hate me. They need to quit fucking with me.
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darkerthanlight said on Feb 05, 2009....
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darkerthanlight said on Feb 05, 2009....
Why the hell would you want to hack MY computer? I don't know you. Why the hell is it that people I don't know insist on going out of their way to piss me off? -
anonymous said on Feb 05, 2009....
Copy your post to a text file, block anonymous, then delete this post, and re-add it. That is the fastest way to get rid of dipshit's comments. And you might want to reinstall Windows. I run my internet security on high even when I am on SoulCast and especially if I visit questionable sites. Of course that disables javascript, which is usually a pain, but nothing can get loaded down to your computer either. As far as viruses, you might want to watch what is running on Task Manager and see if anything fishy looking pops up. Say you see something like clobber.exe (totally made up name). Then you scan on Yahoo or Google for clobber.exe and see what it says. If it is a valid Windows process, check for something else. Eventually you should find something, if you really have a virus, that will be mentioned somewhere. Usually someone else has already had the same problem and can tell you how to fix it. I also use something called ZoneAlarm. It runs all the time. If something gets on your computer and tries to access the internet, ZoneAlarm will stop it and alert you. You can say OK to valid things, like your browser program. That also helps you to pinpoint viruses and junk that gets on your computer. Many sites try to put statistical programs on your computer or try to reroute your home site to their site. People that do that crap should be hung by the neck. You might want to get some anti-virus software if you are not that crazy about troubleshooting like what I mentioned above. I have a feeling the kind of people that create computer viruses are the same kind of people that put multiple bogus comments on your posts.
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darkerthanlight said on Feb 06, 2009....
Thank you. I do have an anti virus program. Still I'm having issues. Go figure. Thank you for your advice though. All of it seems very helpful. -
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You must have mean to someone. Think back, and say you're sorry (if you are) -
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darkerthanlight said on Feb 06, 2009....
Who was I mean to? I'm sorry if I have been mean. I'm not really trying to be. Is it because I wouldn't sleep with someone? I'm sorry if I'm mean. People have been mean to me ever since I was a child. It had to rub off a little bit. I'll try to be nicer. I would just love to know who it is that I was mean to. -
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I know that I have been mean to people that are my enemies. That's fact. If your name is Loshan, then I guess it's not Ed that I should apologize to.