This post (and possibly subsequent ones too) will be a recounting of my... adventures... as I explore my submission with My Lady Selkhet. Is adventure too strong a word? Perhaps... perhaps not. I think I'll leave it there for now.

A couple of weeks ago, My Lady instructed me to go to an adult toy shop, and bring back something that I would like her to use on me. I went to the store, but found it all a bit overwhelming. However, with the help of a friend (thanks again MissDrusilla), I was able to pick out a very nice blue and black suede flogger to try.

I presented it to My Lady that night, but circumstances conspired against us, and we weren't able to try it out until recently.

Things started out like an ordinary evening, with us going upstairs to watch some TV in bed. My Lady had a smaller flogger in hand that she had been playing with throughout the evening, occassionally flicking me with it.

A couple of times, I turned to My Lady to give her a kiss, or cuddle up to her, and was met with a flick from the little flogger, or a short 'no'. Eventually (although it took me a while, I can be very dense about some things) I realised that My Lady was trying to setup a scenario, and I was being actively unhelpful. Once I came to this realisation, I resolved to lie quietly, watch the TV and await further instructions. In one way, I think my friend Dru has things a little easier, as there seems to be a definite boundary of either her dom and beginning the scene that way, or her dom coming to see her, and having the scene begin. Of course I could be completely wrong about this, too.

I started to get into the scene a bit more once My Lady started giving me orders. Before then, I wasn't really sure what I should or shouldn't be doing, beyond what I had been reprimanded for already (cuddling up and kissing). I was instructed to take off my top, and lie on my belly. I did this and soon after, felt the ends of the flogger being slowly dragged along my back. This was actually a very pleasant and relaxing feeling. Soon after, My Lady demonstrated on me what happens when a flogger is used as intended.

Did it hurt?
Kind of...

Would I consider it painful?
No, not really.

Did I enjoy it?
Yes. Yes I did.

My Lady used the flogger on me for a while (both front and back), then tied my arms to opposite ends of the bed head, so I was unable to move. One of the things that I liked about this is the fact that it forced me to be a little creative in trying to please My Lady. Soon after, My Lady freed one of my hands and I was faced with a dilemma. Should I use just my free hand to play and not use my trapped one, or should I spend precious time that I could be playing to free my other hand, allowing me to play more effectively?

In the end, I chose to play for a little bit first, then focus on releasing my other hand.

I think I'll stop this meandering tale/reflection/random thought collection here for now... I may write another entry, I may leave it at just this, I'm not sure yet. I guess I'm still...... exploring.