:D
I dated this girl like 18 months ago.
My life was so different back then. I was a nomad.
Things were going so well between us, the first fledgling stages of a relationship, we were just getting used to holding each other while we slept.
Obviously, I began to panic a little bit, I was getting into something....
We tried to have a friendly coffee. That turned into a quick one in the pub. Followed by a bottle of vodka. Next thing we were waking up in each others arms, smelling of each other.
This happened twice.
I realised it wasn't good for her to keep sleeping with her ex. I disappeared.
Moved away, moved on, deleted her number, she never saw me or heard from me for a year.
For some reason I typed her name into facebook. Her profile picture was amazing. Head tilted over, sepia, short hair. God she's good looking.
I added her as a friend but didn't say anything else.
She added me and we started chatting. We swapped numbers and went for a coffee.
It was turning into the vodka, and I began to realise when the time was right, I'd say 'lets make another go of this, I'm sorry I was dick'.
Then something unplanned happened. She went out to a nightclub with her male friend, but promised to meet me for vodka afterwards at 11pm.
True to her word, we had a drink in her kitchen. Went to bed. Held her fragile body close to my chest. And I whispered my apology to her, and we're making another go of it.
She's lovely.
