A friend of mine veronica suggested to me yesterday that i use battery acid from the remote control batteries. Not too shabby. Got any better suggestions?
She is not your friend. True friends wouldn't further encourage you by
supplying methods to your death. She shouldn't want that for you. Because you deserve better. I may not know you, or her, but from this post and your prior one, there's undoubtedly bad people in your life. Don't hurt yourself, they've given you enough pain. Don't let them have that power over you. Because of them you need to pull through, live to be better, a different person then who they had known.You'll be surprised at how much further
you can make it from the point you had felt like giving up. If there's
no meaning find one. I still am.
I hope things work out for you...for the better.
--I hope this is could be a part of your meaning, a flicker of belief that something out there still exists to mend all that has been broken. I wish none of those things have had happened to you. But since it did, I can only hope now isn't already too late to tell you these things. And that this post doesn't reach you only to be a useless mass of words. Sorry, if I was no help to you.