I am not mature enough.Being childish and been acting like a brat make myself feel sick of my self. Writing this here is like a black and white promise for m;yself, to make my self understand and remember what i really want and aim for. Self behaviour and emotion control is crucial in improving my self.I am a guy that been given everything.A good family,friends and always excel in everything i interested.Guess, that is the main reason why im so stubborn and confidents about my self. But when time goes, i realize that, there are many things that i lack of and weaker then others.My overconfidents make me behave like a spoiled brat.Always thinking that, what i have choosen is the right path making me eliminate other path without trying it. Guess i should control my self expression to a minimum and think more.by thinking more about whats the consequences, will make me predict the outcome of how people looks at me and thinks of me. One of my good friend , advice me that, i act like a boy and not a man. Starting from now, i will make my self think like man.By keep tremind my self how a man will act first before i do any decision. i should always keep my self funny and yet behave like a man.This is tough, but im confident tat i can made it, because i am ME~.