14.07
Saturday
Hmmm...
It´s a lazy afternoon where I am; I want to blog about so many things (it has accumulated because of the recent uproar here in our community) for the sake of archiving memories, marking dates for myself (closure bladiblah) and simultaneously sharing it to friends.
But I am experiencing a kind of nervousness, - anxiety attack (!?!?! dunno), which stems from lack of proper sleep, a feeling of limbo due to some bureaucratic stuff I am dealing with (I am undecided whether to share or not because I am feeling vulnerable.. but from experience it is always a relief to just write about it...I just need more time than others with the approach before I jump... and this rambling post is my approach).
Usually writing down the random thoughts or as I call them here in SC bloggoughts. - they are thoughts I would like to post but cannot really focus enough to make it concise and coherent - calms me enough to write what is really nagging my consciousness.
I wish I could just blog without emptying my head first in this way. But I am what I am, and this is why I am here this year. I need to always remind myself of my purpose to keep my eyes focused on the end goal, and not react emotionally and keep the words in my head again.
__________I wonder if an average SC reader might click away now at this point/length_________
I wonder/wander a lot.
I often wonder about SC blogger´s blogging ritual.
What are SC blogger thoughts before they click on the Create Post...
Does one always post with the blog topic they planned to post... or does something come up in between and does one go with the flow.
If you have been in SC a long while you will observe certain patterns.
A time pattern...
some bloggers post when they wake up
some bloggers post before they go to bed
some bloggers post because they can´t sleep
some bloggers post because the time was just right
A blogging pattern...
some bloggers post to record their thoughts/memories
some bloggers post for reflection
some bloggers post to have a conversation
some bloggers post for catharsis
A behaviour pattern
some seemingly just go with the flow
some seemingly do excessive editing
some seemingly have a built in outline
some seemingly have a certain reoccuring subject
some seemingly have dundundun blogging track...
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*16.13
Im on my way from misery to happiness today
Im on my way from misery to happiness today
Im on my way to what I want from this world
And years from now youll make it to the next world
And everything that you receive up yonder
Is what you gave to me the day I wandered
I took a right, I took a right turning yesterday
I took a right, I took a right turning yesterday
I took the road that brought me to your home town
I took the bus to streets that I could walk down
I walked the streets to find the one Id looked for
I climbed the stair that led me to your front door
And now that I dont want for anthing
Id have al jolson sing Im sitting on top of the world
Ill do my best, Ill do my best to do the best I can
Ill do my best, Ill do my best to do the best I can
To keep my feet from jumping from the ground dear
To keep my heart from jumping through my mouth dear
To keep the past, the past and not the present
To try and learn when you teach me a lesson
And now that I dont want for anything
Id have al joison sing Im sitting on top of the world.
