I would love to see the light in this black tunnell.

maybe someone can point it out for me .. probably not though.

I tried to be positive look forward to the time we do have together,

thus the stupid military once again raped me of that one little pleasure.

 

I woudl like to say life goes on and it will all be fine, but i cant see that so i wont.

Im not even a negative person ? How did it end up like this ?

How did my relationship get so badd ? Why are we not perfect like we were ?

why does he have to be gone away ? and why is this never going to end

 

everything sucks and im slowly destroying all that i have worked so hard to build up the sad thing is even though i know i cant do anything to fix it.. Or i jus dont want to. Or maybe i dont know how to ? whichever it is its not lookin so great for me and fiance.. :'(