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i'll be gone for awhile...

i wont be blogging for i dont know...

few days... few weeks...

i dont know...

it's not only in soulcast but in real life as well...

next week i'll be going to my friend's house. i'm gonna spend a few days there. i don't know how long but i'm gonna shut out everything in my life right now...

no internet. no tv. no work. no family. no friends. no sweetheart. no everything...

by the way i decided to quit work. at first the reason was very selfish. but this evening i saw my salary and i was so mad and so glad that i did the right decision.

i'm so underpaid. plus the five hour travel. plus the stress from the fricking customer. plus i hated this job... i'm quitting...

i'm gonna be completely alone for a while...

why?

the truth is i have so many personal problems that i can't even type them out.

i don't want people that i love to suffer with me...

i have exprienced this before and i know what it can do to me...

so i'm doing something about this...

i'm gonna miss you guys. soulcast has been a community that was always there for me...

but i have to do this alone...

no friends, no family, no sweetheart to help me...

i have to do this on my own. i know people might be wondering if something bad. well not really.

i just need to this to save myself...

i hope you guys keep on blogging for me...

i'll be back. i promise...


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  • diabolicdame said on Jan 21, 2009....
    Be well quenie!! I hope you sort everything out!! See you soon and take care!! 
  • PAPERBACKWRITER said on Jan 21, 2009....

    I will miss you, queenie!

    I understand your decision.  I wish you won´t feel you have to keep to your words if you suddenly feel the need to write your frustration, anger or helplessness... Just come back anytime and don´t think about this post when you want to come back...okay?

    You know how to reach me if you feel you need to just write out what is bothering you.  I am there for you, if you want a friend to listen.

    <3

    ate papel


  • Twylarants said on Jan 21, 2009....
    Do what you need to do, Queenie....just take good care of yourself, ok?
  • uniquely-ironic said on Jan 21, 2009....
    queenie I think it's a good idea for you to take a break and figure out what the next step is.  It seems as if being home hasn't been all that restful or productive for you.  Please do drop in now and then.
  • wombat said on Jan 21, 2009....
    Take care and please accept my well-wishes toward sorting things out.  I bet the rest, both mentally and physically will do you a world of good. 
     
    {{{{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}
  • Fallyn said on Jan 21, 2009....
    take care of yourself.......don't be afraid to need people. *HUGS* we'll miss you.
  • Hegemone said on Jan 21, 2009....
    (((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))  Well Queenie, all I can say is that I hope this bit of a sabbatical helps you out and that you come back feeling refreshed and much happier.  I'll miss ya, but I'm sure you'll be fine.  Take care, ok?
  • GrapeKoolaid said on Jan 21, 2009....
    [waves]

    Just remember to come back.  "Real" life has a tendency to keep going whether you post about it here or not.  It's easier than one might think to walk away from this place.  We'll be here when you get back. 

    Best of luck in your travels and your future endeavors. 

    :)
  • cuppajava said on Jan 21, 2009....
    Go sort yourself out QP and come back refreshed - we will still be here when you get back.Good luck
  • hugecock! said on Jan 21, 2009....
    I want to be with you!
  • fragglesrock said on Jan 21, 2009....

    hi hon. i hope that you will be back soon :(

  • destinydiva said on Jan 21, 2009....
    queenieP I am sooo glad you quit,  you go and enjoy some 'me time' you deserve it!! (((((((((((((hugs))))))))))) xxx


  • gingersoul said on Jan 21, 2009....
    QueeniePie.....just remember that you can write me anytime, ok?..{{{hugs}}}
  • moonriver said on Jan 21, 2009....
    balik ka mare ha?

  • CreativeWoman said on Jan 21, 2009....
    I'll miss you queen.  Please take care of yourself.

    CW
  • PieterOpie said on Jan 21, 2009....
    Dear Paranoid.... may I call you Paranoid?  

    I absolutely promise that I and all my friends WILL NOT talk about you when you are gone.  I swear.....

    There is not a shred of evidence that we would even dream of doing so.  Why would we.  I mean.... you'd have to be paranoi.........


    oh..... wait.....  uh oh....



    hehehe....... sorry.


    Listen, we won't say anything. OK?  Nothing.  Zip.  Zero..... 

    Ehhhh, when exactly do you expect to return and which door will you be using and could you let us know in advance please.........  


    Well, good.  Until then.   OK..... bye.



    sorry.

    have fun...



    WHAT???!!!!   WHAT'S EVERYONE LOOKING AT ME FOR?   PISS OFF!!!!!
  • PAPARAZZI said on Jan 25, 2009....
    What town are you going to? What will you do for fun? What type of job will you look for mext? What are you going to do for money now?

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