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I dug up an ancient photo album..
 
scanned a picture..
 
uploaded it to flickr and then here..
 
wrote this huge post very close to my heart that I'd been thinking of since last night..
 
just as i was about to press cntrl+C (copy) and then hit 'post', I ACCIDENTALY pressed the 'previous page' button on my lappy and my heartfelt, long, wonderful, sincere post VANISHED!
 
you know what happened next?
 
that machine hooked to my heartbeat went BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP..
 
yep I'm dead.. I had a stroke.
 
I'll see you if and when I come back to life!
 
 
 
 


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  • wishyouwerehere said on Jan 19, 2009....
    CPR for DD stat! 
    I hate when that happens - I have done it myself.  I hope that when you recover you will post it again.
     
  • diabolicdame said on Jan 19, 2009....
    Thanks wishy.. I hope so too.. I can a feel a faint pulse already..   :-D
  • beyondtheveil said on Jan 19, 2009....
    diabo- I'm glad you're still with us, but are you going to risk you're life once more and try that post a second time? 
  • Twylarants said on Jan 19, 2009....
    Deep breaths, DD, and don't go towards the light!
  • GrapeKoolaid said on Jan 19, 2009....
    This has happened to me before...  I wrote about it here.  I did receive some really good advice that I didn't take. 

    One of which being:  Save your work in Microsoft Word or Notepad. 

    That's hard for me to do because I'm a "fly by the seat of your pants" kinda blogger and commenter, but it seems like a wise decision, don't you think? 

    Another was use Firefox of Opera as your default web-browser.  I use Firefox myself. 

    Sorry you lost your stuff...  I know how frustrating that can be.  When you write it again, something gets lost in the process, and the original mood is difficult to re-create, am I right? 

    Perhaps you could re-do a simile, though? 
  • uniquely-ironic said on Jan 19, 2009....
    I hate it when that happens.  I really do, I've been there done that!!  And you never can recapture the original sentiment or words.  Please try though.  I'm curious now that you've mentioned ancient picture.  (I like ancient)
  • diabolicdame said on Jan 19, 2009....
    btv: I've been known to my life at risk for the greater good.. and I shall do it again!! and again and again.. as many times as it takes!!  :-D
     
    twyla: All I'm seeing is an underground door and a guy with two horns.. but looks like its too hot in there so I'm gonna stay here!! brrrrrrrrrrreathing......!!!!
     
    Grape: I'm a very "fly by the seat of your pants" kind of blogger too (do pant seats fly? Cause mine dont!)!! I'd hate to go to word or txt and then come back here.. but firefox.. yes.. that I'm going to do!! It was always my default browser in my previous lappy.. but then ants started breeding in it and I had to swap it for this one.. and I've just been too lazy to change the default browser!! I'm gonna do that now asap though!!
     
    I'll try the post again but damn.. I had put my sweat and blood in it, you know?? Nevermind.. I've got loads of sweat!!
     
    :-D
  • diabolicdame said on Jan 19, 2009....
    uni: I know you like ancient.. actually I laid this whole trap to get you here by using the word 'ancient'!! HOO HA HA HA HE HE HA (evil laugh)..lol.. yes it sucks.. I hope I can recapture the original feeling.. I'll try.. when I have my energy back!!
  • yani said on Jan 19, 2009....

    hahahaha im sorry for lauginh, it's just cos i can relate. like you i do not write on word or notepad, i type it in directly and then one time wham, i accidentally pressed something and all the good things went blank hehehehe i nearly threw the computer out the window hahahaha

    so yeah, the advice was to write on a notepad first, but guess what, i still do it the same way, never learned my lesson, i guess <wink wink>

  • diabolicdame said on Jan 19, 2009....
    yani.. you and I have much in common!! lol... despite this stroke I've suffered, you can rest assured I'll still be typin directly here!!  :-D
  • Fallyn said on Jan 19, 2009....
    did you really have ants in your laptop???
    i have in mine sometimes too.....weird.
  • diabolicdame said on Jan 19, 2009....
    Yes I really did!! It crashed soon after.. and my dad fixed it later.. he also exorcised it of the ants!! They all came out in due time!! I think its because I was feeding it too much!!  :-D
  • Fallyn said on Jan 19, 2009....
    *giggling* i think i have ants sometimes in mine because it gets crumbs in it.
    they are those tiny tiny tiny little sugar ants.
    but it doesn't happen very often.
  • yani said on Jan 19, 2009....

    feeding the computer lol :)

    fortunately i don't do that, I sometimes pour coffee on my keyboard though hahahaha to keep it awake :)

  • cuppajava said on Jan 19, 2009....
    Dbabe - CPR sounds like a plan -dont stress,I have done it enought times.the worst for me is hitting the post key and then i get 'waiting for soulcast' and then my signal drops,and its gone....all gone
  • woman said on Jan 19, 2009....
    OHHHHHHHHH that is so so aggravating. Don't go DD. Stay away from the dark side. Be strong.
  • moonriver said on Jan 19, 2009....
    Moon Fu-tzu say to Saraswathi dame: This life, my friend, will come and go. It is a fleeting moment, an impulse in an eternal reality. So is every thought. And so, be mindful to rewrite your thoughts with equanimity, and don't forget to pass the peanut M&Ms.

  • D6fer said on Jan 19, 2009....
    well that just sucks.....I hate it when that happens.....I have had something like that happen before too.....did you try cussing? ;p
  • queenparanoia said on Jan 19, 2009....
    holy crap!!!that sucks!!!
  • hotaka said on Jan 20, 2009....
    Had it been me I would have experienced a brief moment of shock and then the computer would have been the one begging for someone to call 911. There are two things that bug the crap out of me and drive me berserk: inconsiderate drivers and computer goof-ups.
  • Grimm said on Jan 20, 2009....
    I've done that before too... But you know, whenever I can muster the courage to re-write it, it usually turns out better the second time for me.
    :)
    -------------Chris
  • diabolicdame said on Jan 20, 2009....
    Fallyn: Yep same here!! I wonder how people eat without making crumbs!! I've never managed it!!

    yani: To keep it awake?? hahahahahaha.. lol.. yep that would certainly work I think!! lol.. either that or it'll kill your computer!! hehehehe.. :-D

    cj: Oh yes that happens too sometimes.. thats the worst!! Then you cant write another post telling people your plight until the signal comes back!! I can empathise with you!!

    woman: I'm trying.. I really am!!  :-D

    moonie: Saraswathi? hahahahaha.. lol.. thats the hindu goddess of wisdom (I'm sure already know!).. so thanks!! lol.. I will take sage Fu-tzu's advice and rewrite my thoughts.. but I cant promise I'll pass the M&M's.. those are ALL mine!!  :-D

    D6fer: Cussing.. that was my first respone.. although I had to whisper-cuss as I didn't wanna scandalize my 16 year old sister!! lol.. alas!!

    queen: It SO does!!

    hotaka: hehehehe.. yes thats a good idea but you see.. I'm insured, my lappy is not!! hehehe.. no matter how much in shock, I'm always frugal!! lol.. and inconsiderate drivers? Man I hope you never have to drive in New Delhi or Mumbai.. you'll go nuts!!  :-D

    Grimm: That sounds hopeful Chris.. I hope I can atleast match my first attempt!! Thanks!!  :-)


  • hotaka said on Jan 21, 2009....
    I went to Beijing once. There I accepted it. But in a country where manners and courtesy are hallmarks of society I sure do get pissed off at all the people who through them out the window once they sit behind the wheel.
  • diabolicdame said on Jan 21, 2009....
    Oh yes.. its ironic isnt it?

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