we kinad chated via IM tonight. he said he misses me so much but doesnt know how to change or fix things.

i havent hurt this bad in a long time. i miss him so much, its taking a lot for me to just not get in my car an go see him.

i just want to be in his arms again! why cant it work..why cant it...i hate this...i fing hate this!!!

im so miserable! i want him back!!