well 6am i am nil by mouth, iv got to go back into hospital and have some kinda of dye put in my veins and have a scan of my kidneys and liver stomache b/c i cant stop feeling or being sick, i was sick i hospital and had blood test and it wasnt until i came home they have called me to come back to have this done,

iv had a really bad back for months now the pains are terribble i have to have pain killers some days i cant even walk or sit in 1 place for a certain length of time, of course it never occured to do this while i was in hospital , but i fully intend on having the screen  facing me and the nurse point out every part of my inside, i think i might revise the medical journal iv got about the shape and size etc of what they should look like so they cant fob me off, OMG i hope i dont get any wind, what a dilelma or my luck, a beautiful porter or nurse ready to do the scan then ''faaarrrrrrrrrttttttttttttttt''', phhewwww!!!!!! sorry love not had any breakfast,lolwell they put them gowns on you with a massive slit up the back,OMG just had a terrible flash back to when i had a 1st meeting with my physo after a fit and b/c pusscat got me some gut buster pants  id been lyin in bed 3days hair everywhere, and a vision of a god came through my curtain, i was expecting my old physo, but no oh the shame...........

 oh well no more said about that, so now im drinking a cup of hot chocolate iv had my sickness tablet, gona watch tv for a bit then go to bed wether i will sleep or not is another thing b/c iv not been able to have a full nights sleep either, lucky to get 3/4 hrs, its prob b/c im still sick and need more time to get back to myself,

well iv still not seen any family since xmas either, but thats for antother day and anther post,

so until i come back again, when the hospital has done what they will i will see you all then so take care all xxxxxxx