• Alyss said on Jan 18, 2009....

  I read and others read also I am sure.
  
  I haven't experienced what you are going through and can't imagine how rough you must be feeling to post this.
  
  Hang in there, go to the appt and get your drug refill and perhaps, I hope, that will help.
  
  Try not to dwell on the dark thoughts if you can.
  

• EvilTwin said on Jan 18, 2009....

  Yes, people do read these.  People do care.  Be strong.  
  
  
  I hope you get the medical attention you need.  If not, ask another doctor.  If that fails, go directly to the Emergency Room.  Seek help. 
  
  
  Find support a group.  Seek others out.  Family, friends.  You are not alone.  We are here for you as well, but this anonymity is not the type of support you might be needing.  Don't seclude yourself.  Be a part of something.
  
  
  Hang in there and be positive...  <Sending supportive, positive thoughts your way>
  
  
  
  

• diabolicdame said on Jan 18, 2009....

  Hey.. sounds like you're going through a tough time but it will get better!! Be positive.. surround yourself with people in a sposition to help.. friends family.. a support group.. medical help.. whatever you need. This too shall pass.

• lost-n-tired said on Jan 18, 2009....

  Hey believe it or not you do have friends that want to be there for you, your just going to have to let them. Talk to them, don't keep it all bottled up. Things will get better even though it doesn't look like it right now.

• Jenna said on Jan 18, 2009....

  Not sure what you are going through......but you said you are trying...so fucking hard.  Keep trying.....to do whatever it is you need to do......
  You are not alone....there are a lot of people here who will listen and help and hold your hand. 
  Keep trying........
  God bless. xo

• CreativeWoman said on Jan 18, 2009....

  Hold on.  Find another doctor.  Now.  Let them know how urgently you need help.  Keep holding on. 
  
  CW
  

• Grimm said on Jan 18, 2009....

  I know someone who can help you. http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=417045138

• truthsayer said on Jan 18, 2009....

  We all want you to know that we definitely are reading you.  You feel like you are alone, but really, none of us are.  Get the medication and don't stop until you get the help you need.  Pain comes in many forms...from physical, emotional, mental and ever spiritual...you must seek help until you find it.  Never give up.  Find someone on here that you feel a connection with...however small, and reach out.  Like you did here, but do what you can to actually make a friend, you know? 
  
  I am a Christian, and I don't hide it...in fact, I am passionate about it...but I know that you can find someone on here to "get to know"...even if it is only online...you will feel better, if you have someone that will "listen", and take the time to "read you."
  
  I'm praying for you right now.  Hold on, and find a "friend".
  
  Bless you,
  
  Truthsayer
  

• Pontius_Pilate said on Jan 18, 2009....

  Thanks for the comments everyone.
  Seriously stressing out and am doing everything I can, which is minimal right now, to keep my mind going and not settle where it wants to right now.
  TS, no offense directed at you on this, but grimm, give me a fraking break.
  If that thing does exist, he can join me in hell.
  

• Grimm said on Jan 18, 2009....

  I wouldn't know for sure, but I'm pretty sure hell's alot worse than anything you're going through here in this fallen world. (no offense intended)
  Try to remember that.
  Plus, if you weren't here, you'd miss all the interesting things that will happen in the years ahead. Stick around. This too, shall pass!

• Pontius_Pilate said on Jan 18, 2009....

  sorry, but Ive been through the religion crap, I refuse to anymore, not with what I have seen and felt.
  
  Sorry about the earlier post, just seemed a bit... "bible thumper(ish)" and that gets on my nerves quick now-a-days.
  
  None taken at the fallen world comment, if it exists, this world is in for some hurt.
  

• Grimm said on Jan 18, 2009....

  Okay, sorry to come on so strong at first,
  you just sounded like you were at the end of your rope. :)

• PieterOpie said on Jan 19, 2009....

  Prayers are not going to do anything except irritate you.  They don't do anything anyway but at a time like this they can really be intensely annoying, so bible-bashers take note.... PISS OFF!!!!
  
  What you need is to see a doctor and it sounds urgent. Is there any organization you can phone for assistance.  I don't know what the set up is in the US but I would be on the phone to explain my situation to somebody - anybody who might be able to get you some urgent help. 
  
  I too have to have certain drugs and I also cannot run out.  Like it or not my medications are very addictive and I make sure to have enough to see me through.  If that should not work out I would not wait.  The results can be very unpleasant if not actually dangerous.  You must get help from either a professional or get a friend to help get you to a hospital or some where you can get an emergency script.   At the very least talk to someone who can offer some real advice.
  
  Don't sit around hoping this will "go away".  You have no way of knowing how long the full detox period is.  it might get harder to cope.  Do someting now.
  
  DON'T MAKE ME FLY TO THE USA AND COME DOWN THERE!!!!!!!!
  

• Grimm said on Jan 19, 2009....

• Grimm said on Jan 19, 2009....

  Just a video I thought fitting.

• feelthesydneylove said on Jul 09, 2009....

  People do read this, and they do care.
  
  Hang tough in there. All hardships shall pass, and things fall apart so better things happen.
  
  If anything, you're going to emerge a stronger person. ^-^
  
  *HUGS*
  
  - Sydney
  

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