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I dont know why I let myself believe anything. Like you actually want to talk to me as much as I want to talk to you. Maybe im making too big of a deal. Today I thought id be ok. I was angry at you today. I let it go. I was afraid of you today. I let it go. why do I feel so much about you. why cant one day not be about you at all. Why cant one day be about me. I don’t matter enough. Why cant I just accept that and get on with life.



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  • anonymous said on Jan 16, 2009....
    How about tomorrow being just about you? You do matter enough.
  • washaway said on Jan 16, 2009....
    I am not sure how to achieve tomorrow being about me although a nice suggestion.  I appreciate as well that someone is able to say i matter enough but those are easy words to say. what exactly do i matter enough for or to.... when there is nothing to answer to that it is hard to believe the statement that i matter enough.
  • fragmented said on Jan 17, 2009....
    I suppose it depends on how you are calculating it, and if you are comparing your worth to others. What scale are you using, and how much do you consider needed to be deemed "enough?" In your eyes, the amount may be different than in others' eyes. So, I guess I'm wondering how you are measuring and judging yourself on how much you "matter."
  • uncertaingirl said on Jan 21, 2009....
    Stop looking at yourself through the eyes of others and truly look at all that YOU are and embrace your individuality.  No one can love you if you don't love yourself.

    You DO matter.  More than enough.

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