I dont know why I let myself believe anything. Like you actually want to talk to me as much as I want to talk to you. Maybe im making too big of a deal. Today I thought id be ok. I was angry at you today. I let it go. I was afraid of you today. I let it go. why do I feel so much about you. why cant one day not be about you at all. Why cant one day be about me. I don’t matter enough. Why cant I just accept that and get on with life.



