We are still friends, even we have broken up with each other and we have been hurt by this feeling. We are still friends, this sentence you said to me.

   It is hard to face the former lover, for me it is. I am unable to not to remind of our past when I face you. Once I believed that even we had broken up, we still could be friends. But now I just want to escape, and no longer have anything to do with you.

   Until yesterday I knew it was luxurious even we were just common friends. I saw your girl friend, she was so beautiful. Your eyes were full of tenderness when you saw her. However I stood there just like a fool seeing the happiness of other people. I still envied and still such a blinkered woman. At that moment I just wanted to escape.

   Yesterday night I could not fall asleep and I reminded of our past time in Gaia Online. I entered into this game for you. You gave me an account and some gaia gold. You have said to me that you would protect me no matter in reality and in this game. At that time I thought I was the luckiest person in this world. You always bought gaia online gold for me, although you did not have good equipment. Now I know that promise between lovers does not mean anything, because it has changed so quickly. I did not know when our feeling changed. In this feeling, none of us is wrong; we just did not love each other as deep as in the past. After we broken up, I did not play Gaia Online and did not buy gaia gold, because it became meaningless without you. Earning gaiaonline gold, for me meant nothing.

   You said to me that we were still common friends, I still believed. When I had troubles, I would asked you to help me, just like in Gaia Online I asked you to help me to earn cheap gaia gold. When I was satisfactory in my job, I would tell you and share with you. I really thought that I was lucky and happy enough.

   But now I know it is impossible to be friends for us. We have broken up, why we should deliberately to preserve an approximate or surpass friendship between us? Perhaps we should close it in our heart, miss, or throw it and receive a new period of life.