Yesterday I felt like I was drowning. I couldnt breathe. Today I am going to try breathing underwater. Today im going to pretend I don’t exist. Today it doesnt matter what ive done. Who I am. How much I am. Or if you love me. Im somebody else today. Somebody who just likes what they like. Feels how they feel. Laughs when they laugh. Cries when they cry. Someone with no yesterdays. Somebody making a today. Somebody not worrying about tomorrow. I need to live. Without thinking. I need to breathe without hurting. I need to learn how. Tomorrow. Tomorrow I will worry. Tomorrow I will wonder. Tomorrow I will ask if you still love me. Tomorrow will hurt. full of no answers. i can count on that.Today there will be no questions. Today will just be.