I just heard it again tonight. and it made sense, and landed right. Life is uncertain. And that is undeniably true, And that if I really get it, I won't be wasting any moment of my life not being happy or enjoying every minute of it. I go through life, beleiving that tomorrow's always surely gonna come for me. That if I sucked today, tomorrow will be better. I go through life as if, I'll always get another chance- to do it better, make it better, make up for, when in truth is, no one's really can assure anyone that tomorrow is still gonna come. That any minute an asteroid as big as the sun will land on earth and end all living things. That's possible because it has happened a million years before, but we still live life like everything's a practice. That there's always another chance. That we wait for the things we want most, or dream all our lives for the good life that we're gonna have as if we are certain that we'll live another day to see it. What if I missed tomorrow morning, and then the next day I lose my eyesight and never saw the sun rising again, it's possible and it's not being morbid. I go through life, hoping for the best and expecting the worse. Such a complete waste of time. I could have chosed to be happy now. Without specific requirements, without any special circumstances to happen, just now, here in my seat, If I choose to. really choose to.