... Want what we can't have, and have what we don't want?

There are so many things that I just wish I could have. Course, I can't get them. And yet, the things that I do have, I don't really want or can't be appreciative of. I know I'm like pretty much like everyone else in this respect, but I don't want to feel and be like this.

Why can't I be happy with what I'm dealt? What makes me so selfish to want more? Why isn't what I have enough to make me satisfied?

My life just feels kind of empty sometimes. I don't think I really have that many close friends that I can turn to or rely on. I lack people to share good times and bad times with.

I've always run away from love, and now I've just figured out how lonely life can be without it.