I am a bad girl, at least is not a good girl. In the eyes of my relatives, they all do not like me, why? Maybe I am not a well-behaved girl. I know what they thought me, but I do not care. Me, is just myself, no one can replace.

  In my world, I like to play game. When I first contact FFXI Gil, I know it is interesting for me to have fun. I know this is a question. Maybe they think that I am a girl who likes game, which give them a bad impression. I think it can not be understood. Why can not play game? Apart from study, we should know other things, I think, even if I am not good at my study.

  Sometimes I do not care about this. But after a long time, I will mind. Maybe I also want to be a good girl, but what I behave is not good. Every week, I always spend time on the game. I often buy FFXI Gil to have fun. I enjoy the game, it is really interesting.

  I am not in a good condition. What I know is that I am not a good girl. I am so sad. Why? I want to know the answers. Maybe this is worth me to know. Maybe I should force my attention on my study, not on the FFXI gold. I am the same like all of the girls who like to be liked by others. Also, I am one of them.

  When I am down, I always play the game and make a lot of cheap Final Fantasy XI Gold to play. I want to let off my feelings. Why there are no people who loved me? I wonder. Maybe I should change my attitude.

  Life is just like this. We have no ways to decide everything, but we have right to make a decision, the decision about you. I decide to give up Final Fantasy XI gold for a time. And then to see what would look like without them. Maybe they will be good to me and change their attitude to me, I think. I hope this will achieve.

  I have made a decision which is a big decision. I hope to see a different situation. By the moment, I will find I am good, not bad. That is what I hope to see.