• Me-Myself&I said on Jan 10, 2009....

  that is alot girl!!!! do what you got to do! thanks for sharing that you are still alive! *smile* do your best and that's all a person can do! right!?

  take care of yourself. ~see ya

• PAPERBACKWRITER said on Jan 10, 2009....

  
  I hope the rant helped, kapatid... (((((((yakap))))))))
  
  I need to think about what to say... you see, you remind me of myself when I was your age.... I don´t regret the decisions I made in life because of what I have now... if I go back and change this and that... I wonder if I will still have what I have now... you know?
  
  But there were lots of decisions whether to give up and be free of the stress, or go on and suffer just to say, I have not given up....
  
  I hope when I come back (you know how it is.. you want to come back but something comes in between) I will have better words to say <3
  
  ate papel ~
  
  
  

• queenparanoia said on Jan 10, 2009....

  memy: thank you memy... i'll do what i have to do.. ;-)
  
  paper: hello ate papel. i know what you mean and i take in my heart what you said kapatid... ;-)
  

• ned said on Jan 10, 2009....

  You can find a better job if you really want 2

• cuppajava said on Jan 10, 2009....

  Keep your chin up and you will be fine.I know what it feels like toburn the candle at both ends and be too tired to do anything.I have been there enough times.If you are not happy with the job,there are enough reasons to understand why.But a rule of life that i have lived by is not to leave something for nothing.NO matter how crappy that something is.Especially when you wanna go and live on your own. 

• destinydiva said on Jan 10, 2009....

  aww queenie, you defo need to find another job! 5 hours travelling is just crazy!! and sooo hard !  but cj is right, dont leave something for nothing.. why not keep it up but start searching for another job in the meantime?   I really feel for you, its almost a days work in itself just travelling!! xxxx

• queenparanoia said on Jan 10, 2009....

  ned; yeah i know but it's hard finding another job... but i'm considering it...
  
  cuppajava: i know, i know... but after a week of  work and still i cant take it i'm gonna quit. what good it is for me to work if my body and my mind is tired??? but i'm try another week and see how it goes... thanks cj... ;-)
  
  destinydiva: yeah i'm considering finding another job... thanks for dropping by destiny... ;-)
  

• Hegemone said on Jan 11, 2009....

  Queenie, wow, it definitely sounds like you need a break.  I think you're going at this very intelligently.  You're giving it a go, you've been giving it a good go so far even.  It definitely is not healthy for you to run yourself into the ground, for anything.  I mean, it doesn't sound like there will be any point that the job would lighten up, and that commute really is killer.  So if you're working an 8 hour shift, plus the 5 hours there and back ... you're gone for 13 hours of the day ... leaving you 11 hours in which to eat, sleep, shower, do your other every day things ... that's unrealistic and after a while it will affect your health.  The negativity is just the beginning of it.  If it were me I definitely would be pulling the plug on this job, but you hang in there if you think you can do it.  Just promise one thing ... if you do decide to call it quits ... don't beat yourself up over it.  You have given this job a real honest try and you're running yourself into the ground ... it's perfectly understandable.  

• queenparanoia said on Jan 11, 2009....

  hegemone: yeah i'm giving it a week... just a week... if i can't take it anymore i'll quit this job. i guess i just don't wanna waste this opportunity. but just one more week... i know it's a sacrifice but i have to do this...

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