So, Antonio's only been away for a little over a week, and I miss him. I think I've been sending him texts pretty much every day, although he hasn't been replying me quite as frequently. Since my chat with Jason last night, I decided that I would just stop with the texting, and put the ball in Antonio's court. It's all a game, really. You constantly reach out to someone, but they don't respond. Stop reaching out, and then they may just reach for you because they are wondering why you stopped.

Earlier this evening, I received a text from Antonio. He was just asking how I was, so I replied, rather nonchalantly, and inquired back. He said he was doing well, and asked why I didn't go see him over the weekend. Uhh, what just happened??

We had talked before about how I might go visit him, but I wasn't really sure he wanted that. With all the ridiculousness that keeps happening, I don't really want to get that close to him, or blur the line more. But, I mean, what's wrong with a friend going to visit another friend in a nearby city somewhat spontaneously?... So, I started looking into flights, but we'll see what happens. I'll probably only be able to get there Saturday morning and have to leave Sunday night. Not a whole lot of time, but I think it'll be nice just to see him again. I feel a little crazy, though. I'm trying so hard not to like this guy, yet I'm pulling out shit like this? Ugh. I guess I'll just wait to see how much the ticket will cost (if it's more than 1000RMB, I think it'll be a no go), and decide from there. Man, I hope he doesn't want to just hook up over the weekend because my period might thwart those plans. Damn, and I haven't had some in a while...