"What was I thinking? I mean really... what the hell was I thinking? I've been known to engage in some risky behavior now and again over the years, but this... man, this just takes the cake."
These were the thoughts that ran through my head, over and over again, as I nervously awaited the arrival of my new Dom. After years of beyond vanilla relationships it was time to release the inner slut that has dwelled within me since adolescence... the woman who I'm guessing no one in my life could ever imagine lives and breathes within me. So there I was, having plunged into a world that I honestly never thought I would be a part of, waiting to begin another chapter in my life.
B and I met online and immediately connected. Despite a 17 year age difference, our kinks were well-matched from the get-go and we both expressed a desire to explore our deepest, darkest fantasies. After months of correspondence and talking on the phone, we decided to meet. Ours is a long distance relationship but as it happened, B had already made plans to be in the area to visit relatives. Though the fact that he'd already planned to be here was serendipitous, I was scared out of my mind. While he had always sounded perfectly sane, for all I knew he could have been some crazed lunatic that I had, gulp, invited to my HOME.
"Please God, let him be the person I've grown so fond of. I really don't want to end up in the news."
I know I should have told someone what I was doing... but who? There is no one in my everyday life who has an inkling of this side of me. I just had to hope that I hadn't made a monumental mistake.
Prior to B's arrival we had discussed that I would leave the side door open and be waiting for him in my office, dressed appropriately. I wore a school girl's uniform (that I had purchased for the occasion) under which I donned a bra that had been altered to reveal my nipples and areolas (per B's request) and sexy black lace panties. B has a serious nylon fetish and asked that I also wear two pairs of layered thigh highs and of course, the requisite heels and heavy makeup. Though nervous, I felt extraordinarily sexy and could feel the wetness in my pussy beginning to soak through my panties.
I waited in the kitchen until I saw his car pull up. My heart skipped a beat and I sped back to the office where I leaned against my desk waiting for him to find me. As he entered the room we smiled at one another before he took my head in his hands and kissed me deeply and with a passion that I had never experienced before. I was breathless. Any nervousness I had felt earlier melted away in a moment. In no time B opened my uniform jacket, and slipped a hand under my blouse. My nipples were hard and waiting to be attended to by their new Dom. He pulled my blouse aside and sucked a nipple into his mouth which immediately sent a bolt of electricity to my pussy. I could have cum right then and there.
B's hands were all over me and I fell into what I like to call a "pleasure coma." While I moaned uncontrollably, I felt a hand slide into my panties and a finger press into my very wet, waiting pussy. It was all over. I was jello. He then put his other hand on my chest, pushed me back onto my desk top and deftly removed my panties before kneeling down to explore me with his tongue. I lay in disbelief as I was attended to in the most selfless way imaginable. B's tongue penetrated me deeply before flicking lightly and then sucking on my swollen clit. I have never experienced such bliss... this man clearly knew what he was doing.
After two orgasms, B stood and pulled me to him kissing me deeply. I could taste my juice on his lips... He then turned me around and bent me over the desk, spreading me wide open before plunging himself hard into me. I made my pussy contract, milking B's cock as he grabbed a hold of my hair pulling me back against him to meet his thrusts. All the while I thought, "I may be crazy for having done this... but oh my God, I'm in heaven."
B and I then proceeded upstairs where we could more comfortably continue our exploration of one another. Once in the bedroom he had me bend over my bed, ass in the air so that he could "deflower" my little hole. This was a first for me and while I didn't really know what to expect, I was very turned on by the fact that he had wanted to fuck me in the ass from the moment I mentioned that it was something I wanted to try. As he pushed against me, I could feel my hole giving way until he was all the way in. It was a strange sensation at first... but I soon began to enjoy it. Funny... until recently, anal sex was not only something I didn't want to do but it was never even a consideration for me. Yet, here I was getting off on B's moans of pleasure. At that very moment I became the slut that I always knew was in me. While all this was running through my head, B moved my hips back and forth against his very hard cock. I stuck a finger deep in my pussy sensing that a tremendous orgasm was near... and I wasn't disappointed...
Afternoon melted into evening and we could scarcely separate ourselves from one another. Eating wasn't even a consideration and were oxygen not necessary for survival, it's doubtful we would have come up for air. I felt as if I was making up for 22 years of very bad (or mediocre at best) sex... all at once.
That day B became not only my Dom a mentor of sorts. He taught me positions that allowed for maximum penetration and multiple orgasms. His sex drive was insatiable (rivaling my own) and the combination of a penile implant (he's ALWAYS hard!) and the fact that he doesn't cum easily meant hours and hours of fucking. My pussy was very well used...
After a time, B told me he wanted to look through my selection of toys and he promptly pulled out a large, fat dildo that we affectionately refer to as "Big Red." He scooted my ass down to the edge of the bed where he opened my legs wide and inspected my now sloppy wet pussy. He pulled my labia to each side and pressed his tongue into my cunt, lapping up my juicy wetness before plunging "Big Red" into me. He clearly liked the image of the sizable dildo disappearing into my pussy as he drilled it in and out of me. "Big Red's" balls slapped against my ass and forced yet another orgasm out of me when I just didn't think it possible. When B decided I'd had enough, he pulled "Big Red" from my cunt, reveled in the fact that it was coated with my white cream and devoured it saying, "you are all mine... your cunt and your tits are mine... all your juice is mine and I will never allow any of it to go to waste." Those very words nearly illicited yet another orgasm.
B continued his exploration of my pussy with his fingers, slipping one, two and finally three into me. While we've talked of our mutual desire to try fisting, it was clear that I would require more training before we could actually attempt it. Though the mind was willing, the body was not... at least yet. B worked his fingers in and out of me pushing deeper and deeper until he bumped up against my cervix which he been wanting to play with. He gently but insistently finger fucked the soft opening of my womanhood and I lay moaning softly as I experienced a brand new pleasure. I've always loved digital penetration, and the combination of B's fingers grazing my swollen clit (as he plunged into the depths of my hot cunt) and his spoken "instructions" to me ("relax, relax... do NOT cum yet" and "work that hole...") brought me to new levels of pure, unadulterated lust. Eventually I was allowed to cum and the walls of my pussy spasmed intensely, contracting around B's fingers and leaving me breathless.
I loved B's commanding tone and filthy suggestions; I found every word a turn on. I loved submitting to his every desire as his taking pleasure in my body was the ultimate compliment. The whore within was in her glory. Someone was actually uttering the words and doing the deeds she had always fantasized about. How amazing it all was.
At this point it was decided that B would focus on my breasts. I was in heaven. I've always been, for lack of a better word, "tit-centric." I love all manners of breast play from fondling, licking and sucking, to milking, slapping, and, well... generally rough treatment. While B had been sucking, squeezing and pinching my tits all along, he deemed that they now required truly special treatment. I dutifully cupped my large tits offering them up to him for their punishment as he produced a package of zip ties which he adjusted and slipped onto me. He placed four ties on each udder pulling them as tightly as possible. The sensation was incredible and my tits looked amazing as they stood straight out from my body and turned a lovely shade of purple. My nipples have never been so hard. At that point I was sitting on the edge of the bed and B, who was standing facing the bed, pulled me to him, bent my legs at the knees (using my brand new "stripper heels" as handles) and thrust himself into me. While on my back my tits stood at attention, waiting for B to exact further punishment on them which he did with a wooden dowel used as a switch. The dowel smarted painfully as it "thwacked" against my nipples and the sides of my breasts. I'd never felt anything like it and yet I'd never been so completely turned on. I loved it all, begging the question, "am I a pain slut?"
The evening wore on and B and I continued our sexy exploration of one another. We had so many plans... so many things we wanted to try and yet, at the end of the day, we didn't make it out of bed which was okay with both of us. As we finally wound down B wrapped his arms around me, kissed me gently and cradled me against his sexy body. We were sated... at least for the moment. (To be continued...)
SexySilhouette posted on Jan 04, 2009
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pusscat said on Jan 04, 2009....
Oh SexyS - I KNEW you wouldn't disappoint us ;-)
I am so wet after reading this (as I knew I would be). I loved what he did with your breasts. I can't wait to use that phrase to my Sir, 'tit-centric' ha ha! Love it. I think I must be tit-centric too! To have the breasts tied real tight and have them whipped or slapped with a wooden spatula - I luuuurve my wooden spatula LOL!
The selflessness that we are lucky enough to find in our Doms should put some people to shame. If every relationship was as selfless as ours, the world really would be a better place if you ask me.
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pusscat said on Jan 04, 2009....
Just to let you know SS, we have all been time travelling on SC lately so don't be surprised when you see people have commented about 7 hours before you even posted ha ha! -
SexySilhouette said on Jan 04, 2009....
Pusscat... thank you for your comments and I'm so glad you enjoyed my very first post to (on?) SoulCast... or anywhere for that matter. I'm very excited to know that relaying my experience with 007 made you wet... It seems I've done my job! Of course reliving each moment as I was writing had the same effect on me too. ; )I love that you can relate to the phrase "tit-centric." It seemed like the only combination of words that could somewhat explain how much I love breast play and how focused I am on it during sex. A wooden spatula to smack your bound breasts? Ooooh, that sounds fabulous! Yes my dear, you're definitely tit-centric! (Maybe we should start a new group on FetLife... HA!)I hope to follow this up fairly soon with a continuation of our time together. 007 was here (though not in my home) for two weeks during which time we were able to get together for some fairly good stretches of play time. The events that took place above happened the first day we met, although we were together for an entire weekend that time... It was unbelievably yummy!I have to agree with you about the selflessness of our relationships and how lucky we are to have found our respective Doms. While I adore being dominated in the bedroom, I also very much appreciate a sense of humor (or "humour" for my British friends) and playfulness along with intense sexual exploration. I've definitely found that in 007...Regarding time travel... I had to laugh at your comment! I did actually notice that when I posted. Oh well! Wish I could travel back in time to November 15! -
pusscat said on Jan 04, 2009....
Ha ha! A new group on Fetlife - now that really DID have me laughing out loud! I love your sense of 'humor' (just for you hee hee).
A bit later I remembered that a work colleague of mine (from Liverpool and Liverpudlians are renowned for their humour) has named a particular low cut dress of mine, my 'tit-tastic' dress ha ha! Whenever I wear it she'll shout across the room, "you look tit-tastic today darling!" ;-) -
SexySilhouette said on Jan 04, 2009....
"Tit-tastic"... Oh my God, that is brilliant!! That had ME laughing out loud! Your work colleague should have that phrase trademarked, and I'm definitely going to borrow it! ; )Oddly enough, 007 and I were JUST talking about British humo(u)r a little earlier today. We came to the realization that we both loved "British Comedy Night" (when it was on our PBS stations) and told each other which of the various goofy shows we were hooked on... many of them quite old by now but hilarious none-the-less. I probably shouldn't admit to this but I watched Are You Being Served? ad nauseum, as well as Keeping Up Appearances and, of course, AbFab. Monty Python goes without saying... I have always been a sucker for that wry and brilliant British wit! -
pusscat said on Jan 04, 2009....
Oh my word! Keeping Up Appearances! That is just about one of my all time faves - no kidding. Poor, poor Richard. Occasionally we get the repeats of the repeats here and we still watch them. My favourite scenes are when she has the poor vicar's sister round for tea and the poor woman is almost too frightened to breath near Hyacinths 'best china' ha ha! The woman is a nervous wreck by the time she leaves. I don't think I could name a particular fave episode as every single one is just pure genius. To be honest I rate Patricia Routlidge as the finest comedy actress around. When oh when though will "Mrs Bucket, Lady of the house speaking" realise that her dear Tarquin's love of embroidery, silk pyjamas and Judy Garland means more than he is a "sensitive boy" ha ha!
As for AbFab - that's lionesss and I to a tee (I'm Patsy of course;-) Vince's absolute fave is Monty Python. He can't get a lot of the films in South Africa as they are banned would you believe!!? It may sound biased but I think British comedy is just the bees knees. The fact that the pair of you love it says a lot about why I knew I liked you immediately :-) though I do adore the American comedy cartoon series 'Family Guy'. No dead parrotts or Spam there but very good LOL!
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007Hardone said on Jan 04, 2009....
Ladies, it seems that ALL of need to meet, to get together, because we all have so much in common! Now, where? when? how? Damn it, details, those awful details,,,,, -
pusscat said on Jan 04, 2009....
Aah bless you Sir! Wouldn't it be wonderful if we could just beam here and there like old Spock and Kirk eh!? I don't s'pose either of you have a private lear jet handy?. . . -
SexySilhouette said on Jan 04, 2009....
"Mind the lorry Richard!" "What lorry Hyacinth?"I just love that show! Patricia Routledge's facial expressions kill me every time... especially when she invites Elizabeth over for tea and she's watching her "Royal Doulton tea cups with the hand-painted periwinkles" shake uncontrollably atop Elizabeth's saucer.I'm not sure I could name a favorite episode either, although the one in which Hyacinth and Richard go to the yacht club and are trying to commandeer their friend's "yacht" (ahem) rather unsuccessfully had me on the floor laughing.As for AbFab... I'm an Eddie. I think Jennifer Saunders is a genius!Wow! I had no idea that so many films are banned in South Africa—Poor Vince!British comedy is definitely the bees knees! We do have some decent stuff too... but it's just different. I feel that some of our comedy does little more than cater to the "lowest common denominator" and I just don't find that amusing. Oh well... to each his own!As for the lear jet... I'll see what I can scrounge up! ; ) -
007Hardone said on Jan 04, 2009....
Damn it, Damn it, Damn it! The only "Jet" I can come up with is Delta, Jet Blue, or other commercial airline. Slower but then,,,, now Ladies, when? Where? any other details I may have overlooked? Yum Yum, finally the time for us all to meet together at last,,,,,,, ;-) -
pusscat said on Jan 05, 2009....
Anyone have enough for a plane ticket to spare a wee little pusscat here? ;-)
'Elizabeth'! I couldnt for the life of me remember her name. Gosh - I could talk about KUA all day LOL! "Mind the pedestrian Richard", "What pedestrian?", "The one on the pavement dear. . ." ha ha! I love it when Onslo in his string vest, and the gang show up looking for 'Daddy' ;-) Whenever I watch that now I shall think of you :)
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kitty_kat said on Jan 05, 2009....
Fab first post SexyS, thanks so much to you and 007 for sharing your first meeting with U/us here, i love it when two people meet who are obviously so right for each other. i'm with pc... if there's room on the jet for two little british felines then count me in ;-) !As for Brit humour, BlackAdder does it for me every time, especially BlackAdder II with Rowen Atkinson's hot little goatee beard and ruff. -
pusscat said on Jan 05, 2009....
Oh kk - I thought you were ignoring me cos of those posts by babs but seeing you put 2 british felines? I sent you lots of messages and thought you were believing her. i couldnt bare it if people believed her. I need my friends
Sorry SS dont mean to hijack post.
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pusscat said on Jan 05, 2009....
Sorry SS - had a moment there. Please delete that comment if you like. Sorry -
SexySilhouette said on Jan 05, 2009....
No worries pusscat! Hijack away... ; ) -
pusscat said on Jan 06, 2009....
You still there SS?
kk hasn't asnwered my messages from SC and she's not answered my mails from fetlife so guess people are believing babs after all. 2am here still awake. Wont be going to work as eyes hurt from crying. what have i ever done wrong to anyone. dont even want to do follow christmas post in case babs sees something else she can pick on. i hurt and i havent done anything wrong
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pusscat said on Jan 06, 2009....
didnt get to go online tonight cos someone has stolen Vince's dog Sky and his puppy Max and hes been looking for them all night. he loves them dogs. everything was going so good too. -
SexySilhouette said on Jan 06, 2009....
pusscat, I just sent you a message on FetLife... go check it out... SS -
SadieXO said on Jan 06, 2009....
No words, other than bloody amazing.
There's a dildo with my name on it. So, if you'll excuse me ... :P
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kitty_kat said on Jan 06, 2009....
pusscat - i'm still here, so sorry i've not been in touch, i also sent you a message on fetlife hun. i ain't going anywhere you silly puss you, just been really wrapped up in stuff that's all!
Big hugs from your feline sis
Love ya baby
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SexySilhouette said on Jan 06, 2009....
Wow... thank you, thank you SadieXO! What a lovely comment and it's much appreciated! As I said to pusscat in an earlier comment, if I've made you horny, "I've done my job."I hope you'll check back to read other entries (if I can ever finish them!)Take care,SexyS -
BEWELL said on Jan 10, 2009....
OMG I Came and gone reading that !!!!! LOL -
SexySilhouette said on Jan 11, 2009....
Why thank you sir! Glad you enjoyed yourself. : ) -
007Hardone said on Jan 11, 2009....
SexySilhouette, Thank you for a very sexy erotic delicious account of our first time. Because of you and your being who you are, I know the second and third times can only get better, much much better,,,, -
Girlygirl said on Apr 08, 2009....
A 17 year age difference? That sounds just like me and my Sir. He is 17 years my senior.
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