this song really speaks to me...
live your life... yup, that would be my new year's resolution this year.
to live my life...
how did i come up with this???
just read on...
yesterday, we went to the beach. our family with my relatives from both of my mom and dad sides of the family. it was really fun... i feel like a kid again. eventhough i admit i was not as positive all throughout the trip but in the end i really enjoyed it...
the trip going to that place was long... exactly 4 and half hours... i thought we were only spending like three hours.... but of course with people going to the bathrooms and so many stop overs...
i was getting agitated...
i wanna go to the beach... then i realize i need to be more patient. so yeah it would take longer as expected but at least we'll go there...
patience is what i really need this year...
when we got there i was blown away by the beauty of the place! seriously!!! there was a mountain beside the beach! no wonder it was a little cold! i wish i could share more pics with you guys but my mother took the freaking camera and she didnt even use it!!!
another resolution. try not to get so stress out with mother. even if sometimes she drives me crazy!!!!
and to enjoy the beauty of the world more...
there was a moment where we went to another part of beach and we rode a boat. too bad i didnt hae the camera because the view was spectacular!!! i just sit on the boat and enjoy the beautiful view...
i feel so at peace just looking at nature and enjoying it's beauty... ;-)
that's my cousin, my friend, me and my sisters having fun on the beach. the waves was huge! we had fun just swimming and goofing around. we played where we let the waves take us to the shore. i tumbled a couple of times and it hurts but it was all for fun!
another resolution for me this year... have more fun. i know i whine a lot and rant a lot. i guess i forgot to have fun sometimes. and i need to do that more. stop worrying and have fun!!!
i know it's weird looking at my toes...lol... but it's a reminder for me... you see last week i had a pedicure after a month of no pedicures... and it feel so good pampering myself. it feels so good feeling pretty for once. i'm a no fuss kinda girl. i dont wear dresses, i dont wear heels(even if i go ccrazy for them), i dont wear make up. hell, i dont even brush my hair sometimes. so this picture is a reminder for me that sometimes i need to pamper myself once in a while. to make my appearance to be more prettier. i deserve it. every girl deserve to feel beautiful. inside and out.
so that's anotehr resolution. to make myself more beautiful. i know i am. i just have to let it shine out of me... ;-)
i can't believe i'm posting this but i have to. even if i look like a freaking cow... anything wrong with this pic???
i'm on the beach and i'm wearing long shorts and a tshirt... sorry guys i dont do bathing suits.
my cousin who took the pics told me. "quennie youre very pretty on this picture but you look fat!"
yup i'm fat. so what???
this weight problem of mine has been bothering me for a long time now. and it's time to stop.
i love myself. all the fat, pimples and part of me. i may not like looking like this but i love myself.
so that's my resolution. stop obsessing about my weight. i am beautiful whatever size i am.
and besides i'm actually losing weight right now. from the medicine the doctor prescribed. (it's for my ovaries because i have polycystic ovaries and a big reason i'm gaining weight through the years because it messes up my metabolism.), to the 5 hour commute i do for my job. i'm actually losing weight!!!
well i'm planning to add yoga this year so i might lose more!!! ;-)
all in all i realize i should live my life this year. no more holding back. no more doubt. no more fear... just live your life...
i know my life ahead of me would encounter more problems and disappointments.
and i'm ready for it.
i'm living my life and 2009 would be a great year if i do!
happy new year!!! and...
keep on blogging!!!