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this song really speaks to me...
 
live your life... yup, that would be my new year's resolution this year.
 
to live my life...
 
how did i come up with this???
 
just read on...
 
 
yesterday, we went to the beach. our family with my relatives from both of my mom and dad sides of the family. it was really fun... i feel like a kid again. eventhough i admit i was not as positive all throughout the trip but in the end i really enjoyed it...
 
 
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the trip going to that place was long... exactly 4 and half hours... i thought we were only spending like three hours.... but of course with people going to the bathrooms and so many stop overs...

i was getting agitated...

i wanna go to the beach... then i realize i need to be more patient. so yeah it would take longer as expected but at least we'll go there...

patience is what i really need this year...

 

 

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when we got there i was blown away by the beauty of the place! seriously!!! there was a mountain beside the beach! no wonder it was a little cold! i wish i could share more pics with you guys but my mother took the freaking camera and she didnt even use it!!!
 
another resolution. try not to get so stress out with mother. even if sometimes she drives me crazy!!!!
 
and to enjoy the beauty of the world more...
 
there was a moment where we went to another part of beach and we rode a boat. too bad i didnt hae the camera because the view was spectacular!!! i just sit on the boat and enjoy the beautiful view...
 
i feel so at peace just looking at nature and enjoying it's beauty... ;-)
 
 
 
 
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that's my cousin, my friend, me and my sisters having fun on the beach. the waves was huge! we had fun just swimming and goofing around. we played where we let the waves take us to the shore. i tumbled a couple of times and it hurts but it was all for fun!
 
another resolution for me this year... have more fun. i know i whine a lot and rant a lot. i guess i forgot to have fun sometimes. and i need to do that more. stop worrying and have fun!!!
 
 
 
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i know it's weird looking at my toes...lol... but it's a reminder for me... you see last week i had a pedicure after a month of no pedicures... and it feel so good pampering myself. it feels so good feeling pretty for once. i'm a no fuss kinda girl. i dont wear dresses, i dont wear heels(even if i go ccrazy for them), i dont wear make  up. hell, i dont even brush my hair sometimes. so this picture is a reminder for me that sometimes i need to pamper myself once in a while. to make my appearance to be more prettier. i deserve it. every girl deserve to feel beautiful. inside and out.
 
so that's anotehr resolution. to make myself more beautiful. i know i am. i just have to let it shine out of me... ;-)
 
 
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i can't believe i'm posting this but i have to. even if i look like a freaking cow... anything wrong with this pic???
 
i'm on the beach and i'm wearing long shorts and a tshirt... sorry guys i dont do bathing suits.
 
my cousin who took the pics told me. "quennie youre very pretty on this picture but you look fat!"
 
yup i'm fat. so what???
 
this weight problem of mine has been bothering me for a long time now. and it's time to stop.
 
i love myself. all the fat, pimples and part of me. i may not like looking like this but i love myself.
 
so that's my resolution. stop obsessing about my weight. i am beautiful whatever size i am.
 
and besides i'm actually losing weight right now. from the medicine the doctor prescribed. (it's for my ovaries because i have polycystic ovaries and a big reason i'm gaining weight through the years because it messes up my metabolism.), to the 5 hour commute i do for my job. i'm actually losing weight!!!
 
well i'm planning to add yoga this year so i might lose more!!! ;-)
 
 
all in all i realize i should live my life this year. no more holding back. no more doubt. no more fear... just live your life...
 
i know my life ahead of me would encounter more problems and disappointments.
 
and i'm ready for it.
 
i'm living my life and 2009 would be a great year if i do!
 
happy new year!!! and...
 
 
 
keep on blogging!!!
 
 
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  • diabolicdame said on Jan 04, 2009....
    Happy new year ot you as well queen! Thats a beautiful beach and I think you do look really pretty in all the pics.. I wish you all the best with all your hopes and resolutions for the year!!  :-)
  • queenparanoia said on Jan 04, 2009....
    diabolicdame: well coming from a very pretty lady like you. it really swells up my heart! thank you dame!!!
  • kruuyai said on Jan 04, 2009....
    Wow queenıe, you are marvelous!  It,s always so ınspırıng to read your blogs and see how quıckly you are movıng forward ın your lıfe.  I wısh I had understood myself and loved myself as much as you do at your age.  I'm sure that the words you put here and all the words you have put here ın the past and wıll ın the future wıll be an ınspıratıon for many, many other gırls (and maybe even boys) who are experıencıng the same doubts and fears.  You really know how to take them on and tackle them wıth your whole beıng.  By the way, that last photo of you ıs absolutely breathtakıng!
  • diabolicdame said on Jan 04, 2009....
    Oh you're most welcome queen.. and thanks.. hehehe!.. also I'm sure you know that last pic is super hot! Its all in the eyes!!  :-)
  • queenparanoia said on Jan 04, 2009....

    kruuyai: thank you kruu. that's so sweet of you. girls my age need inspiration from real people. and if i can be one. why not? lol... thank you... ;-)

    diabolic: yeah literally i was hot! just look how red i am!!! i got sun burned!!! lol... and yeah it's all in the cleavage...hehehehehehehehhehehhehe..

  • diabolicdame said on Jan 04, 2009....
    Lol.. yes that too ofcourse!! hahahahahaha..
  • queenparanoia said on Jan 04, 2009....
    diabolicdame: hehehehehhehhehe ;-)
  • uniquely-ironic said on Jan 04, 2009....
    queenie, you're such a beautiful girl.  Inside and out.  I'm glad that you had this outing and the insights.  Loving and accepting yourself is such a hard thing for people to learn.
  • travelr712 said on Jan 04, 2009....
    those are really good pics sweetheart, i'm glad you had fun :-)
  • Hegemone said on Jan 04, 2009....
    Queenie, I really think you're a pretty girl.  Now, this is coming from a girl who is big ... probably a lil bigger than you even (but I'm working on it ... 26 lbs down!) you are not fat.  You may have a little extra cushioning, but don't feel down about it.  You look vivacious, happy and healthy overall.  You said it yourself, you're losing weight ... and you're thinking of picking up yoga ... as long as you eat the right stuff on occasion (fruits n veggies are good, lol, as I'm coming to learn) you'll be living a healthy lifestyle and that's the really important part.  So many people get caught up with the 'pounds' issue that they fail to see what's truly important ... being HEALTHY and being HAPPY.  I think these were all lovely pictures and it gave me another glimps into your world.  Thank you so much for sharing, keep that beautifully positive attitude and you will be gauranteed to get where you want to be!
  • Me-Myself&I said on Jan 04, 2009....
    beautiful pictures of the land and you. :~) happy new year and you go live your life to it's fullest, be happy. take care ~see ya
  • cuppajava said on Jan 04, 2009....
    I love those pics and i think you are on the right track for this year.I wished the beaches here looked like that !
  • Lucytorial said on Jan 04, 2009....
    Great pics, the beach sand looks so different to what we get here though :-} Queenie, when you begin t accept yourself and love yourself for who you are your weight will be far easier to lose.  You see when people are happy they do more, get involved in life more, don't feel self concious so just do it!
     
    You go, you are beautiful and I like your hair longer, its suits you better.
  • queenparanoia said on Jan 04, 2009....

    uniquely: it's a hard thing to do but very doable. thank you for dropping by uniquely... ;-)

    trav: thank you sweetheart... ;-) wish you were here to experince it with me.

    hegemone: o my side of the world i am consider fat. but thank you for those words. youre right i'm more concern on my health now than being thin and the first step to do that is love myself more.... well i love fruits... not very much on the vegetables but i force myself to eat them...lol... ;-)

    memy: thank you memy. glad you like the pics... ;-)

    cuppajava; thanks cj! well we have the best beaches in the world... ;-)

    lucy: hello lucy! the sand there was a little different it's a combination of white and grey sand. youre right i'll be more proactive if i'm happy... ;-) and well now i won't cut my hair anymore!!! ;-)

  • Fallyn said on Jan 04, 2009....
    that last picture is especially beautiful queen. weight or no weight you are beautiful.

  • destinydiva said on Jan 04, 2009....
    wow that last picture of you is stunning queenieP!! and what an inspirational post!!
    good luck with your goals and happy new year!!! xxxxxx
  • evil_twin said on Jan 04, 2009....
    I really enjoyed looking at your pictures :-) They all turned out really good! And I think you have a healthy attitude about yourself. Life is just too short to obsess over things like how you look. It should be about how you feel. And if you feel happy, then that's all that really matters.

    -evil_twin LA
  • queenparanoia said on Jan 04, 2009....

    fallyn: thank you!!! ;-)

    destinydiva: thank you destiny! and happy new year to you too!!!

    evil_twin: yes, that's all that matters!!! i'm enjoying life one step at a time... ;-)

  • Jenna said on Jan 04, 2009....
    Queenie......Thanks for sharing. Loved the pics.  As I have said before, you sound so happy.....and what I like the most is you seem so happy with yourself.  That is the most important thing......
     
    I have been having trouble posting youtube.....hope this works.  This is for you sweetie!
     
  • fragglesrock said on Jan 04, 2009....
    wow! what beautiful pictures...isn't it amazing what a difference a little pampering like a pedicure makes?! it sounds like you had a great trip and you rocked that last picture!!!
  • Jenna said on Jan 04, 2009....
    wrong song....while i do love that one......trying again.....
     
  • quietone said on Jan 05, 2009....
    beautiful beach queenie, I would have loved to have been there too!  The only thing I saw wrong with those last two pictures is that YOU were not smiling in them.  You have such a radiant smile, you need no make up..... you ARE beautiful just the way you are.  thanks for sharing 
  • rupert7 said on Jan 05, 2009....
    QueenieP - awesome location! great pics, and you look terrific. OK you are not a catwalk model but why would you want to look like a stick insect that is sucking a lemon ?  Those girls have no shape, and I suspect no soul either!  But you are awesome, friendly and happy and cuddly.......Don't try and change! Your beautiful!!!
  • queenparanoia said on Jan 05, 2009....

    jenna: awww jenna thank you for those songs.even the neil diamond one...lol... i love it! ad i love christina aguilera!!! this is one of my favorite of all time... ;-)

    fragglesrock: yes a little pampering can make a lot of difference.. ;-)

    quietone: it was difficult to smile cuz it's too hot!!! see i my eyes are even squinting...lol... and i'm glad you like my pics... ;-)

    rupert7: thank you rupert.... ;-) i bet beaches in australia is as beautiful... ;-)

  • crudebusinessman said on Jan 05, 2009....

    great fotos really do look like your enjoying your life there rofl...

     

     

    not wrong =D thats a great area by the looks of it.! I really do wanna say but 4 and a half hours

     

    I really do love road trips! which is why I probably drive more rather then paying for a airplane ticket althought I do greatly enjoy the business class and I DO REALLY enjoy travelling in style ;) doesnt everybody?! ahahah

     

     

    lovely pic of yourself not drowning in the water! HAHAHAHA ingatz ka and keep living your life! =]

  • Shawnnessy said on Jan 05, 2009....

    well my dear, i think ur photos are very pretty. there isn't anything wrong wtih them. but then again, u and i have already gone over how pretty you are... i too have P.C.O.S. and it makes dieting and losing weight, terribly hard.but i try. cuz apparently if you lose a signifigant amount of weight, it will help with the cysts..idk for sure. but that is what i have heard. but that is a problem, cuz it is so hard to lose weight with the effing cysts! eek. wtf?  as for the beach, that looks beautiful! looks like it was a great day to be out.

  • Shawnnessy said on Jan 05, 2009....

    well my dear, i think ur photos are very pretty. there isn't anything wrong wtih them. but then again, u and i have already gone over how pretty you are... i too have P.C.O.S. and it makes dieting and losing weight, terribly hard.but i try. cuz apparently if you lose a signifigant amount of weight, it will help with the cysts..idk for sure. but that is what i have heard. but that is a problem, cuz it is so hard to lose weight with the effing cysts! eek. wtf?  as for the beach, that looks beautiful! looks like it was a great day to be out.

  • Shawnnessy said on Jan 05, 2009....

    well my dear, i think ur photos are very pretty. there isn't anything wrong wtih them. but then again, u and i have already gone over how pretty you are... i too have P.C.O.S. and it makes dieting and losing weight, terribly hard.but i try. cuz apparently if you lose a signifigant amount of weight, it will help with the cysts..idk for sure. but that is what i have heard. but that is a problem, cuz it is so hard to lose weight with the effing cysts! eek. wtf?  as for the beach, that looks beautiful! looks like it was a great day to be out.

  • pusscat said on Jan 05, 2009....
    Wow queenie my girl you are HOT! HOT! HOT!  Seriously though, the pics are fantastic - just natural and beautiful.  I love the one of you just laying there staring into the camera.  You look quite enigmatic.  My dad always thought there was nothing more beuatiful than a woman looking completely natural without loads of slap on her face, just a smile (with her clothes on of course ha ha).  I think he was so right.  Looks like the 4 hour plus trip was worth it for that beach and blue sea and sky.  The scenery is stunning.  It's winter here so am just a tad jealous LOL!  I love the pic of your friend, you and your sisters, just folk having fun - just as it should be. 

    I certainly agree with our Lucy about how things change when you feel positive.  I can almost feel your positive energy coming from the screen and its just so nice that someone as nice as you is feeling this way.

    Have a wonderful 2009 queenie :-*
  • scipio said on Jan 05, 2009....

    Good illustrated post. Hope you succeed with your resolutions for 2009.  Do the reality check at the end of the year to guage how you did with your resolutions.

     

  • MsBradford07 said on Jan 07, 2009....
    I am so glad that are having and living in the moment. I know that is what I am going to do. Your pics are beautiful. 
  • queenparanoia said on Jan 07, 2009....
    crude: thanks! salamat! visit ka naman ng pinas hindi ka mo ba namiss mga beaches dito? lol... ;-)

    shawnessy: yeah we talk about this with my otehr post. well it's hard losing weight but i think i am slowly but surely.... ;-)

    pusscat: thank you sweetie. trying to be as natural as possible... and yup the four trip was worth it... ;-)

    sciopo; hey that's a good idea! i'll do that!

    msbradford: hello msbradford! and i know you can succeed too!!!
  • starchini said on Jan 08, 2009....
    aww...bootiful  : >
  • queenparanoia said on Jan 10, 2009....
    starchini: thank you star... ;-)
  • unique1 said on Jan 11, 2009....
    what a beautifuil place to be - in the world and in your head
  • queenparanoia said on Jan 11, 2009....
    unique1: yes it is... ;-)

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