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without love

queenparanoia posted on Jan 02, 2009 | views: 329 | Tags: love, soulcast, without love, life, wow
what is life without love for you???
 
funny, but a few months ago i thought life is okay without love...
 
my life was okay... it was pleasant and okay.... i wasn't sad or anything. i was okay with my life.
 
i have my family, my friends, my dreams...
 
i was okay...
 
but i was never contented... i wanted more but never knew where to start.
 
i always start on something but just one little glitch and i give up...
 
and then i found love.
 
yup, i found it on the most unexpected place. to the most unexpected person.
 
i told myself long ago that i won't have an internet romance. i had some before but never did work out for me...
 
why didn't it work out before?
 
because there's one thing that was missing...
 
love...
 
and you know what...
 
it feels so damn good...
 
i know people here... hell, people in real life think i'm crazy.
 
how can you feel that four letter word without meeting that person in real life???
 
how can you fall in love with someone who lives across the ocean, has a different culture and is twice your age...
 
i don't know...
 
i seriously don't know...
 
all i know is my life changed...
 
i see the colors in life more clearly now... lol... cheesy i know... but i notice every little thing in life now.
 
like i enjoy music more now. music that sings what my heart is singing...
 
like i enjoy food more now. it satisfy not only my hunger but my passion in cooking as well. like yesterday i cook something. it looked like shit but tastes like heaven...lol...
 
like my old self was back again... not the bitchy one... the more nicer, affectionate queen...
 
the person that i lost when the whole world showed that life is really shitty.
 
did i ever told you guys that i never said, "i love you" before...
 
seriously, i dont say those words. growing up we weren't really that affectionate to each other.
 
well, only to my grandparents and younger sister. but i don't say those three little words...
 
yes, my sweetheart made me say those words... those silly words who makes me happy unconditionally...
 
with love, i learned to love myself more. i mean i love myself before (eventhough i rant a lot).
 
but i love myself more because someone out there showed the best of me...
 
someone out there pushed me beyond my limits. pushed me to do my best. pushed me to be a better person. pused me to be independent...
 
believes in me...
 
someone out there made me love...
 
yup life is better now. i'm contented. sure i want more things in life. like my dreams...
 
and it feels good that someone out there believes in me in achieving those dreams...
 
i love you sweetheart... i love you without reason, with nothing in return.
 
i just love you silly!!!
 
and without love i think my life would be bland...
 
without love...
 
is like having a friend without the friendship...
 
is like eating spaghetti without the sauce...
 
is like eating a cake without the icing...
 
is like watching a soap opera without the cheesy dialouge...
 
is like watching a gossip show without the celebrity news...
 
is like having the top ten sexiest man alive with goerge clooney on it...
 
is like listening to the beatles without john lennon in it...
 
is like soulcast without its members...
 
is like lucytutorial without her kick ass humor...
 
is like fragglesrock without her lively and funny posts...
 
is like kruuyai without her adventures...
 
is like mobil without his lovable-funny-horny grandpa attitude... lol....
 
is like beyondtheviel withouth his thought provoking post...
 
is like alienated without his political views...
 
is like uniquely-ironic and her funny- weird stuff she always find... and george... lol...
 
is like gingersoul without grapekoolaid...
 
is like grapekoolaid without gingersoul...
 
is like hedgemone without her animals.
 
is like missmimi without her huge heart.
 
is like pickersplock without twylarants and their crazy ass adventures...
 
is like twylarants without pickersplock and their crazy ass adventures...
 
is like jenna without her inspirations in life...
 
is like paperbackwriter without the loves of her life.... (piet and the girls)
 
is like creativewoman giving up to diabetes...
 
is like dazed and confuse without her beautiful smile.... 
 
and now i'm forgetting the other soulcasters because i can't think of anything else so please add some more
 
and lastly... without love...
 
is like travlr712 without spam... you know you want to get rid of it but you can't because it tastes so good...
 
lol....
 
it doesnt make sense... but does love makes sense???
 
this post was inspired by grape's post.
 
and by this song in the movie hairspray...
 
 
 


LINK: Once i was a selfish fool
Who never understood
never looked inside myself
Though on the outside, i looked good!
Then we met and you made me
The man i am today
Tracy, i'm in love with you
No matter what you weigh
'Cause...

LINK - TRACY(& ENSEMBLE)
Without love
Life is like the seasons with
No summer
Without love
Life is rock 'n' roll without
A drummer
Tracy, i'll be yours forever
'Cause I never wanna be
Without love
Tracy, never set me free
No, i ain't lyin'
Never set me free, Tracy,
No, no, no!!


SEAWEED
Living in the ghetto
Black is everywhere ya go
Who'd 've thought i'd love a girl
With skin as white as winter's snow

PENNY
In my ivory tower
Life was just a hostess snack
But now i've tasted chocolate
And i'm never going back

PENNY & SEAWEED & ENSEMBLE
'Cause without love
Life is like a beat that you can't follow
Without love
Life is doris day at the Apollo
Darling, i'll be yours forever
'Cause i never wanna be
Without love
So darlin never set me free

PENNY & SEAWEED
Oh, I'm yours forever
Never set me free

PENNY & SEAWEED & ENSEMBLE
No, no, no!

LINK
If i'm left without my babydoll
I don't kno wat ill do

TRACY
Link, i've got to break out
So that i can get my hands on you

SEAWEED
And girl, if i can't touch you
and i'm gonna lose control

PENNY
Seaweed, you're my black white knight
I've found my blue-eyed soul

SEAWEED & ENSEMBLE
Sweet freedom is our goal

LINK
Trace, i wanna kiss ya!

TRACY
Let me out at the next tole

ALL
'Cause without love

SEAWEED
Life is like a prom that won't invite us

ALL
Without love

LINK
Life's getting my big break and laryngitis

ALL
Without love

PENNY
Life's a '45' when you can't buy it

ALL
Without love

TRACY
Life is like my mother on a diet

ALL
Like a week that's only mondays
Only ice cream never sundaes
Like a circle with no center
Like a door marked "do not enter!"

Darlin i'll be yours forever
'Cause i never wanna be
Without love
now you've captured me
without love
I surrender happily
without love
Seaweed never set me free
no no no
I ain't lying
never set me free
no no no
no i don't wanna live
without love
Darlin you have best believed me,
never leave me
without love!

 

keep on blogging!!!

 

and take a chance on love... ;-)

 



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Comments

  • Twylarants said on Jan 02, 2009....
    Aww, Queenie, this is just beautiful.  
  • queenparanoia said on Jan 02, 2009....
    twylarants: glad you like it... ;-)
  • Sunshine_Mariah said on Jan 02, 2009....
    Lovely post Queenie! :-) And Happy New Year to you.
  • queenparanoia said on Jan 02, 2009....
    sunshine: happy new year too.. ;-)
  • CreativeWoman said on Jan 02, 2009....
    I hope you always remain this happy.

    CW
  • diabolicdame said on Jan 02, 2009....
    Awwww queen!! *wiping a tear*     :-)
  • travelr712 said on Jan 02, 2009....
    that was nice, thank you sweetheart. mihal kita :-)
  • QUEENandora said on Jan 02, 2009....
    you go girl!
  • pusscat said on Jan 02, 2009....
    Oh queenie - this is so beautiful!!  I can so relate to how he makes you this happy (I'm sure you make his heart go bumpety boom, bumpety boom too :)  Who gives a damn how old someone is?  Love is not agist.  As for you being crazy?  Hey - I'd rather be crazy than loveless and miserable LOL!

    People may say for as long or loud as they like that you can't really love someone who is half way around the world to you as you haven't met for real.  I say piffle!  If I were blind, I wouldn't be able to see CJ any more than his next door neighbour could see him!  Many people meet in real life and spend so many wasted months pussing footing around saying what they really want to say but, in a long distant relationship (LDR), we find ourselves opening up in the written word so much more.  Yeah - there may be things that drive us nuts about the person if we meet for real but in my world, that's called give and take as I'm sure there'll be plenty of things I do that will drive CJ barmy ha ha!  We're not perfect - who is?

    This is one of the most lovely posts I have seen on SC queenie and I am so glad you two found each other here.  This is where I met my CJ :-)

    Bless you

    pusscat

    PS - I can see this is a very Happy New Year for you ;-)
  • Jenna said on Jan 02, 2009....
    Queenie.....You sound so very happy.  I am happy for you.  Best to you in 2009!
    All my love,
    J
    xo
  • lionesss said on Jan 02, 2009....
    hiya queenie, well what can i say but you go girl, like pc says what has age got to do with anything and so with that i wish you both happiness and may you both blossom with love xxx
  • phoeby said on Jan 03, 2009....
    that's so lovely you have this relationship that gives so much happiness and joy.

    you deserve it! love to you..

    phoeby
  • beyondtheveil said on Jan 03, 2009....
    Its good to see you happy - and writing like this.
  • rupert7 said on Jan 03, 2009....
    really happy for you QueenieP!!!  Life without love??.....it is day without light or night without stars! It is being lonely in a crowd!
  • violetmountain said on Jan 03, 2009....
    well, someone is really inl ove right now..go, go girl, you deserve to be happy...feel it, enjoy it. 
  • Fallyn said on Jan 03, 2009....
    awwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!
  • queenparanoia said on Jan 03, 2009....

    creativewoman: with my love i will... ;-)

    diabolic: ah crap i forgot bout you! sorry!!! without love is like diabolicdame without her country... ;-)

    trav: mahal din kita.... ;-)

    queenandora: thank you, your majesty... ;-)

    pusscat: awww wthank you sweetie!!! you really understand what i mean!!! without love is like pusscat without cj... yeah youre right. i think were more honest than most people who don't have online relationships...lol.... our is mroe real... ;-)

    jenna: thank you!!!

    lionesss: thank you. that means a lot... ;-)

    phoeby: thank you phoeby. i hope you find the same thing... ;-)

    beyond: thank you. people here inspired me to do so... ;-)

    rupert; hey i should add that!!! ;-)

    violetmountain: thank you... ;-)

     

  • queenparanoia said on Jan 03, 2009....
    fallyn: youre making me blush... ;-)
  • mypeanutbrain said on Jan 03, 2009....
    hi! aaw. your post is so sweet. taking chances on love. brave thing to do.
    keep the love alive! :)
  • mypeanutbrain said on Jan 03, 2009....
    hi! aaw. your post is so sweet. taking chances on love. brave thing to do.
    keep the love alive! :) masarap magmahal :)
  • queenparanoia said on Jan 04, 2009....
    mypeanutbrain: uu masarap nga... it's not perfect but i'm happy... ;-)
  • mOOn_platOOn said on Jan 06, 2009....

    O

    Wow....you are in LOVE????? I'm speechless....

    O

  • queenparanoia said on Jan 06, 2009....
    moon: yes... ;-)
  • mOOn_platOOn said on Jan 07, 2009....

    O

    ........

    O

     

    :B0)

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