• diabolicdame said on Jan 02, 2009....

  Just sit them down and tell them what you're saying here. Everything can be great and you have to believe that.. just get some help.. tell your parents all this. They always know more than we think they do about whats going on.. so I think it might be easier than you think.. all the best and dont lose hope.
  

• lionesss said on Jan 02, 2009....

  well puff, iv been in a postion of being on the evrge of suicide, i was actually put into hospital for my own safety some time last year, but while being in that hospital made me realise that there is so much more to life, its just getting to that place, i think you need to give up the pot while your feeling as you do,you say your family love you very much so you have  good support for when you decide to tell them and its clear your suffering with depression so why not ask a member of your family who you trust to go and see your doctor, then take it from there, its not good to be in that world, so you have the ability to change it b4 its gone too far best wishes xxx

• phoeby said on Jan 03, 2009....

  it's great that you were able to get it all out and write about it.  
  
  
  i agree with Diabolicdame re: communicating with the people around you firstly. (if that's possible without feeling compromised or put down etc...) and try also to reach for some professional help too. someone not involved.. a 3rd party who can give you honest and objective advice or even just listen. you might find that having a counsellor listen to you attentively and empathically is all the help you need?? who knows..
  
  
  much love,
  and best wishes for 2009.
  
  
  Phoeby

• puff said on Jan 03, 2009....

  Thank you guys for the comments, this was my first time ever blogging i just decided to finally put my feelings out there, ur comments have helped me alot, i thought i would just get alot of messages on hear saying do it and kids playing around. but i relize im going to have to just sit someone down and tell them i need this hlp, This will be the hardest thing i ever have to do in life, but it my only second shot at it, who now's maybe after this, i get my help and i dont sit and think like this anymore, maybe i could have a job and work for something, but im also afraid of it failing, what if i tell my parents and i get hlp and get off drugs and i get a job and people still dont like me. im afraid to get shut down ever again. i no though that i still have to do this, but its just a scray thought...Thank you guys very much.  :)

• diabolicdame said on Jan 03, 2009....

  You can do it puff.. all the best!  :-)

• JessJess8x said on Jan 08, 2009....

  I have a lot of the same issues.  And I'm here if you ever want to talk.
   
  I'm floored about how much your story sounds like my story.
   
  I hope you're okay.

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