Emanon posted on Dec 28, 2008
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All I want to do tomorrow, is to simply get up and go walk by the sea...
I know I can't, have to fight one more battle, a harsh one too. I know I can't, but still, I will... The
battles of the day/s can wait. I'll just take the time and walk by the sea... I live by the sea. My
mind will once again fight over my sense of peace, reminding me of things I have to do, of the
things I know are coming, of worries troubling me, demanding my focused attention and action.
But I'll still take that stroll.
And as always, especially now that things have speeded up, in global proportions, I will seat
on the sand, in silent lament... A cry to the Cosmos, a memberance of the world without Man and his malice, without the tricked observer/co-creator of things.. A virgin world, before
humans, a world of memories. A place void of noise and brainless rattling, a barren land so
full of life, so full of silence, so full of sounds being born by the minute.. A Birth Place, Earth...
And deep inside, I'll yearn for a child's laughter, a womans' desire, the warmth of the human
heart... And I'll try to forget the twist in this fairy tale called life, and wish things were different.
And will let the wind and cold caress my face, waking up the beast inside me, cooling my
mind, and elevating the intellect, to rival my burning fire, to balance the cosmic scale, for
choices have to be made...
Tomorrow will most likely be a hard day for me, it'll pass, it'll pass... like sand in the wind...
And once again, I'll be whistling by the sea...
Comments
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humanbeing said on Dec 31, 2008....
That is beautiful my friend...that is simply beautiful. You are not alone. -
Emanon said on Dec 31, 2008....
Thank you...
Have a Nice New Year ! -
gingersoul said on Dec 31, 2008....
Emanon.....i know eaxctly how you feel.....i grew up in Italy and i used to live by the sea ...some days i can even smell that ocean breeze...and now i live in the middle of Texas.......
Whatever is the difficult thing you are dreading ahead....i hope it will not be that hard..
Happy New Year to you!
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Emanon said on Dec 31, 2008....
Thank you, I'm trying... Thank you...
Happy new Year to you too! -
RollingC said on Jan 20, 2009....
You have a beautiful way with words my friend. Wishing you well...even if a little late.. on the difficult decision that you have to make.
All we can do in life is to try our best and hope things will work out.
Rc
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Emanon said on Jan 21, 2009....
Thank you RollingC, be well !
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gingersoul said on Jan 21, 2009....
Emanon......how are you doing? Still trying? -
Emanon said on Jan 21, 2009....
Ha! Yep, and never quit too!
Yet, another event almost shook me, my turning 40... No more 30+
Mere numbers, human scales to define this world, yet... Still feel very
young, still very strong, very fast and more agile than ever in my adult life, but... not 20, not even 30. Wiser, dumber at the same time, perhaps that's wisdom after-all... And always feeling alone, so not much of a change after-all, haha
Always wanted to surf, probably never will. Wanted to do many things, most of them I've done, some never will, like most folks. Lived some most remarkable things, moments most people wouldn't
believe, yet missed some everyday things (actually I'm still trying to
"get their feel", too "alien" for me, silly moi)...
And, as all, still fighting, "the show must go on", right?
Besides, there's always that little stroll by the sea......
P.S. Made friends with two swans, fantastic feeling! -
gingersoul said on Jan 21, 2009....
Emanon........lol.......oh, but those are only silly numbers.....human inventions to beat at the rhythm of the seasons and the movements of the tides....nothing more...
Why being shocked by them?
What matters is how you feel and it seems you are feeling as a whole human being in discovery and learning mode...what a great way to be, isn'it?
Plus, you also met two swans....for as much as allegoric it migth be or real....:-)
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Emanon said on Jan 22, 2009....
Real swans, they swim around and I can't wait for the wind to stop so that I go meet
them in the sea, since I swim all year through. They usually approach me when I seat
by the sea, yet are quite distasteful of the bread I'm trying to feed them, lol.
I wish I could meet dolphins too, the true "owners" of this planets' beautiful skin, but
they have never ventured to these seas. Still, you never know...
For the time being my beloved sky, and ever-changing sea is food for my soul
gingersoul, and all worries wither away, like they were never real.....
be well
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gingersoul said on Jan 22, 2009....
Emanon.....real swans.....they must have been gorgeous.....:-)I've never seen them by the sea though....only by the lake....or on some addomesticated urban pond.....Meeting the dolphin is my ultimate marine ddream, actually...I did touch some of them at San Antonio Sea World......those poor gorgeous creatures were swimming in this huge pool and tons of people were feeding them and trying to caress them anytime they would stick their nose up....But....still....not the kind of encounter i would like....When i used to sail along the Mediterranean islands we would see many of them swimming freely in the ocean...they would follow our boat and play with us jumping in the water on the left side and reappearing on the right one....One of my fondest memories of those summers........Hope you will have your dolphin date soon...:-) -
Emanon said on Jan 22, 2009....
Thank you gingersoul !
be well, and yourself !
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