6 years have passed me by. 6 years of trials, tribulations. 6 years of innocence robbed. I am not naive anymore. I am wary. I have entered a realm of the new. I am single and i feel lost, i feel the uncontainable urge to call him and inform him of my whereabouts. I feel like calling him to tell him every little detail. I feel a new sense of freedom which is scary. I want a ball and chain. I want to be dominated. I want to feel our bodies moving in throes of passion with his warm wet breath in my ear,commanding me to say his name.  My vision has been replaced; i see things in a new light, a skeptical light.