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Well then.

I recently experienced my fourth stay in the psychiatric ward. Cause? Who knows. You see the building I live in was recently sold to a new landlord. He increase the rent a hundred bucks which prompted all the nice neighbors to move out. Which led to a hoard of crack-heads and ex-homeless losers to move in.

The immediate result was that everything located outside the building was stolen including my mountain bike. There was also a constant flow of drunken homeless losers in the halls looking for a place to flop. And... yes... my apartment was burglarized. The losers even stole the hard-drive out of my desktop system.

I have finally come to the realization that the homeless, without exception, suffer from a debilitating disease called kleptomania. There is not a single homeless person I have encountered, many of whom I have helped, who hasn't ripped me off. I give up and will never again attempt to help them. So sad.

And... I was mugged just across the street from my building. Some fucking homeless punk just had to have my backpack. And since I live in a small town the cops are absolutely useless. I called them to complain about the threats I received in the hallways and they PC'ed me. Never again.

To make a short story a little longer my nerves snapped. I am not from this tub-of-shit town and went on a peaceful bender to kill some of the anxiety. And since I am not a young man anymore my heart started to flip-flop and my brain started to DT which led to a 911 call and the psychiatric ward. I had started closing in on the bipolar schizophrenic mode. What a fucking lousy life.

Later.





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  • Lucytorial said on Dec 27, 2008....
    Why not just move...
  • sheltercrow said on Dec 27, 2008....
    Lucy: It in the planing as I write.

    I cannot get over how things went to shit in such a short period of time. It was pretty nice when the hospital nurse students lived here. Very polite people. Now the low life drug and booze culture has made it their flop. Fucking skinhead parasites.

    Last night I opened my door to gaze upon a drunken woman from the homeless shelter next door passed out on the floor in the hall. Had to get the local cops to get her out. Can you imagine!
  • Lucytorial said on Dec 27, 2008....
    I don't think I could handle living in a city let alone an apartment complex like that, it'd send me banana's, I get clostraphobic if I don't have a minimum of 12 acres around my house.  I hope your move is smooth and your new place is pleasant and calm.
  • sheltercrow said on Dec 29, 2008....
    You know. When I was in the hospital psychiatric ward I had a conflict with a homeless young adult who was a self described "conservative." He mentioned that he was training to be a "professional golfer." Image this raggedy man - his cloths were obviously beyond their shelf life - on a golf course playing in a golf tournament. A crazy man in a crazy world. He intends, according to his current delusion, to be a millionaire by playing professional golf.
  • Lucytorial said on Dec 29, 2008....
    You should coem live in Oz, whilst in a bar you may be sitting next to a man who by all looks and paraphrases seems to be a bum, a no good bum with no money to his name due to the thongs (flip flops), singlet T Shirt, stubbie shorts (short mens shorts, like very short) and a dirty complexion.... only thing is he's the richest man in Oz... you wouldn't even know it.. now thats interesting folk if you as me. :-}
     
    btw actually nice to chat.
  • sheltercrow said on Dec 29, 2008....
    In this hillbilly state all inferences to reality come from the picture tube. For half the year the residents are inside watching the television while their property is ravaged by the weather outside. Broken sidewalks and peeling paint are the norm.

    One of the oddest things is that the citizens here, my fellow citizens, are all quite oblivious to the reality swirling around them. There are always complaints about things they have seen on the TV but have never actually experienced personally.

    They have never met a black but can say with certainty that they are all bad. Same with the Latinos. Very strange customers in a conversation since most of them have never been outside the county.

    There is a state college here that is just packed full of "wigger" skinheads. They all dress alike and play a role as if they are rugged individualists. When in reality they have gotten all their slang and dress cues from what they have seen on the TV.

    The old men here get their input from the Sunday morning pundit shows. They will swear up and down that the liberals - whom they have never actually met - are ruining the country. And all the while ignore getting screwed by the "COLA" their republican Gods voted against.

    I could go on for hours but you get the point.
  • Lucytorial said on Dec 29, 2008....

    :-P more than you know.. however the grittiness of life in that state itself has something to offer a mind that is intrigued by life, I'm sorry but still I can't but help see the beauty in the absolute desperation and numbness/inanity of it all.

     

    I like to place it in my mind like seeing a new form of interpretive art, something I am unsure of what exactly the message is yet I know I feel a certain.... repulsion or some such, its still life.

  • UnicornForm said on Aug 23, 2009....
    id  raid their rooms with a gun or just hollar at all the MF's that crossed paths with me in the building if all that happened....if i was without Big G of course....hmm which hillbilly state u reside in?

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