test run…
Long ago and many moons at that..
When my hair was long and my tatas held their own..
Life was good.. I was young and thought I knew everything..
Summer came and I fell in love.. He was I thought my hole life. I didn’t want him at first. But he kissed me and that was all it took.. I fell in love. We spent everyday together.
Oh how I loved to look into his big blue eyes..
His strong arms made me feel so safe. I thought wow this could last forever..
But when your young forever isn’t there.. No what came was nothing but pain.. The words we said to each other. We was so mean.
We said all them things with hate in our voices but our eyes said different.. We was so young.
When school started I moved away. I thought I will never hear from him again..
Oh but I did years later. And I thought ok I will try this. And I did I opened my heart and let him in. it was great for the moment. And that love never left us. Then he did it again. This time is wasn’t a phone call to break up. It was never heard from again.. And this time I didn’t cry..
Because I was not going to give him my tears again..
But I will say this matt were ever you are thank you! For being in my life. And breaking my heart. Because you was special when I was young. But I truly no soul love and you wasn’t it. You was just my test run for the real thing..
