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  i have a reoccuring dream about high school. it’s not always the same dream but it is different variations of the same scenario. i dropped out of high school in the middle if my junior year. i just could not handle school anymore because i hated it. i wasn’t really getting harassed on a daily basis like i was in middle school or anything but i did get picked on sometimes. it was more about not wanting to do my work because i was just really bored with school and no longer wanted to attend–so i quit. that was over 10 years ago and i still dream about high school atleast once a week! sometimes i’m in my old middle school building instead of my old high school. sometimes in my dream i just can’t remember where my locker is or i don’t remember what class i’m supposed to be going to or can’t find the classroom i am supposed to be in….or i’m late for school because i can’t find anything to wear. i’m never had a naked dream about high school but i have had dreams where i go to school without my shoes and try to find shoes all day!

But my most frequent high school dream involves me being a junior and only having one more year to gradute but contemplating dropping out. No matter how old i am in real life! i’m 30 years old! and sometimes i am 30 in my dream! & in the dream i think “well i’ve only got one more year before i graduate i might as well just do it!” but other times i get upset in the dream and i’m like”i’m just gonna quit like i did last time” because evidently in my dream i have already quit school but decided to go back.

I’m so used to having theses dreams i don’t really think about it that much. Even tho i haven’t been in school since 1995 and i’m getting really old! it doesn’t seem unusual at all at the time when i am asleep! i just kind of wonder if i will be dreaming about high school for the rest of my life!!!!



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