ok heres the thing. i had my tubes tied 12 years and it was what i wanted. i didnt feel i needed or wanted any more kids. well things havent been going well lately. i mean hell i have never puked(SP) so much or had so much heartburn and OMG if he touches my boobs again i will kill him just to show him what pain is. well anyway  my 12 year old kept saying "thats what aunt liz keeps doing to she is sick just like you" well what he didnt know is that she is pregnant just hasnt announced it yet. anyway i thought what the hell ill just take the test and prove to myself that it CAN'T be true. well guess my shock when that plus sign showed up right away. i mean what do i do. this is something that i never COULD OR WOULD happen. i live in an apartment with 2 bedrooms. my husband and i both work crappy jobs. we live paycheck to paycheck. i have a dog and a cat and they eat cheap Walmart food. how can i afford crib carseat diapers formula clothes on top of the fact that i will have to quit my job because i work as a housekeeper with lots of chemicals. WHAT AM I GOING TO DO. HELP ME PLEASE