Dear Sir,
I'm still behind on my emails, so hopefully I'll be able to catch up over the next couple of days.
After
the issues that I had with our Wednesday gym session a few weeks ago,
we spoke about what to do next and I mentioned focusing on just some
affectionate, vanilla sex one night and was delighted to hear that you
were very open to this idea.
For the first time, I met you in
the foyer out of scene, and when we went into my apartment, we sat and
talked for some time which was both relaxing and reassuring.
After
a while you disappeared to have a shower while I got undressed and
hopped into bed, basking for a while in what suddenly felt like quite a
luxury! :)
Soon you joined me and we cuddled for a bit while I started to play with your cock.
It
was interesting for me to see the different 'parts' of me have a say
during that time, from the part that was very happy to be in a "normal"
scenario with less pressure and more closeness, to the part that missed
the control and domination element in general (I guess because I can
generally fall into the role quite naturally, I miss being _dominated_
more so than I miss being submissive, if that makes any sense), not to
mention the part that simply wanted to put herself across your lap then
and there for an erotic spanking!
After playing for a while, I moved down and started to suck you off, feeling myself get wetter as things started to heat up.
You
invited me to get on top, which I'm still a little anxious about, but
felt comfortable experimenting with a bit more this time. It’s the
first time I’ve ever tried it in the ‘reverse’ position (facing away),
so that was a step forward (or should that be backward? lol) and was
fun, whilst still feeling a little awkward.
Eventually I laid
back down and you straddled me, giving me your cock the way you know I
like it most, which led to a really nice, hot, intense end to our play
together.
After what had been a turbulent week, I was so
grateful for the opportunity to spend that time with you and was
blissfully happy with the end result :)
From the very next
morning, I’d started having very spicy fantasies again around being
submissive and relinquishing more of my sexual control over to you and
I’m sure that having that time with you the night before is part of
what has allowed me to surrender a bit more.
I’ll write about
those fantasies next, and then I’ll write my reflection on last
Wednesday night, when your DIY skills took things to another level ;)
Respectfully,
Dru xx
MissDrusilla posted on Dec 14, 2008
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Comments
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pusscat said on Dec 14, 2008....
Aaaw Dru. that's lovely :-)
It's strange but at the moment I am at the complete opposite end of the spectrum when it comes to sex but for very good reason. Since I discovered I was submissive in the summer of 2007, I only had one encounter with my previous Dom but strangely enough, we did not have sex. He placed my collar on me and I wore what he instructed and we played for some time. We had also become very good friends before we met and felt there was no rush to actually have sex. Of course, it all ended not long after that night.
I have had D/s sex with my husband when he was trying to learn how to be my Dom but that was quite short lived and was almost a year ago now! Jeez - is it really that long?! When I imagine myself with my Sir for real when he comes back to the UK, I think purely of the D/s sex. It is what I have craved for so long i guess and for it to be with the one i love so much. . . Most likely when we have been together in the flesh ;-) I will also want some wonderful, tender vanilla sex too. I know my Sir want that also but at the moment I would just settle for one night of pure D/s sex with him to last me a lifetime. . . .
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MissDrusilla said on Dec 16, 2008....
pusscat, I can well imagine that to be the case - this journey has been my first venture into D/s sex and after years of being interested and wanting to try it, that's all I could think about.
But I guess after some of the stuff I've had to sort through emotionally in response to some of our scenes, it suddenly became really important to me to kind of "come back to earth" and actually get between sheets and have sex in a bed, apart from anything else, lol!
When we played again last week (still to be written up), things were back to scheduled programming ;) and that was really exciting and this Friday I'm due back at his office for a discipline session, so I think sometimes some tenderness and gentleness can offer a perfect contrast that leaves me aching once again for more D/s play.
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T's_Pet said on Dec 17, 2008....
Dru:Hmmm - sounds very yummy. I am very lucky in that my sweet Sir T is most always both Dom and affectionate with me. I knew this about him right away - it's not just about giving me aftercare which he is very good about but the affection IS truly there as well. I have told him many times how much this means to me - I never want to lose it.Glad you are getting both too.T's_Pet
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