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When I first found this place, I was instantly addicted!!
I couldnt stay away!
I put a lot of hours in to this place, and I got so much back from it,

 
I gave every part of myself, my emotions my feelings, my opinins my experiences, 

 

the last few months I have hardly made it here at all, I no longer wake up and make checking in on soulcast my first job...

I'm just thinking out loud really and trying to figure out 'what happened'

I read the banter here with envy... I no longer feel a part of this place,   I know its my own absence causing it,  my lack of commitment to this place, to all of you..

I just feel like an outsider looking in...

xxx
 
 


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  • PAPERBACKWRITER said on Dec 14, 2008....


    coming back, destiny . . .

    <3

    paper ~



  • evil_twin said on Dec 14, 2008....
    I kinda feel the same way you do, destiny. I'm not here near as much as I used to be either, and when I am here, I sort of feel like everyone else has made new friends and I don't know a lot of the new people. It does feel like being on the outside looking in, a lot. And so many people who were here when we got here, are all gone now too. But I still can't stay away entirely, even if it's not the same.

    -evil_twin LA
  • destinydiva said on Dec 14, 2008....
    paper~ (((((((((((((hugs))))))))) xxx

    kyle~ I know, I can't stay away either, I just feel so out of touch with everyone.. I'm longing for the good old days back :-) thanks for stopping by here, I miss your comments :-) and congrats again on being a father to be!! :-) xx
  • pusscat said on Dec 14, 2008....
    Hey girl - you?  An outsider??  Not on your nelly!! (all our US cousins will try and google that phrase now hee hee)

    You were one of the first people who welcomed me here and i was sooooo pleased that you were from the UK like me :)

    You have made me laugh, made me think, made me cry.  I have always thought of you as one of the main gang.  I don't always get to comment on as many posts as i used to as I spend a lot of time online with my Sir and also on Dom/sub websites to continue learning as much as I can to be a good submissive, but I am always here reading, hence my my bounding my way in here my darling.  You are Theeeee Diva to me and always will be :-))

    You know how this (((((((( )))))))) means hugs?  Well - I'm still trying to figure out how to do my big hand squeeze LOL!

    kyle - i notice when you are absent too cos I miss your fun, crazy life events!  Just you wait till that lil' baby is born - you'll be up at 3am burping and winding and begging just to be sitting quietly in front of a screen ha ha!
  • destinydiva said on Dec 14, 2008....
    awww thanks pc, you made me feel so much better :-) 
    I'm gonna go play with symbols on the keyboard till I can come up with something that resembles a big hand squeeze :-) ...watch this space :-)

    ((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))

    thanks pc :-)  xxxxxxx

     
  • destinydiva said on Dec 14, 2008....
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  • destinydiva said on Dec 14, 2008....
    yay me!!!!!!!! :-) it looks better on the web page..  :-) xx
  • destinydiva said on Dec 14, 2008....

  • pusscat said on Dec 14, 2008....
    Oh my word - Theeeeee Diva strikes again!!  First the Thunder video and now this!   This is what makes you special you know.  It's all the little things that people do that make them special - not going to the moon or climbing mountains - it's the little things. . . thank you so much for this :-))

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  • uniquely-ironic said on Dec 14, 2008....
    you silly girl!  join the fray!  get back into the loop.  You've been missed.
  • cntlvmenuf said on Dec 14, 2008....
    I do agree that its not been the same around here. Something happened....its kinda sad. But even with that, something keeps drawing me back here, even if its just for a glance.
     
    I do miss your fun posts though....You always did make me smile. Don't stay gone too long now :-)
  • winterslight said on Dec 14, 2008....
     big hugs..
     
    i think we all in 1 way or another feel as if we are a out sider looking in.. but i no what you mean i left for a long long time.... but back again and was welcomed with open arms just like i was my 1st day here...
  • lionesss said on Dec 14, 2008....
    yep,iv missed you being around and i just love to read your posts even if i dnt leave comments
    oh the picture of the hand squeeze it amazing so i be seeing you around then,
    see ya soon.............x
  • beyondtheveil said on Dec 14, 2008....
    des- I think a lot of us feel that way at times. But when I feel that way, its always something in my life, not here. Could it be this way with you too? 
  • Twylarants said on Dec 14, 2008....
    Come back Little Diva!
  • mOOn_platOOn said on Dec 14, 2008....
    O
     
    Everyone senses that something happened. Yet no one seems to be able to quite identify it. But I've watched this site carefully since it began (March 2006), and I can tell you exactly what happened. The site was first occupied by ambitious writers who thought they could make some money with their talents. The best of them grew rapidly in subscribership and most of them are still found in the top 20 "Popular Members" when you click on the complete list (not the names on the default pages). For quite awhile they led the site by attracting lots of comments and inspiring others to achieve their levels of readership. But jealousy and lack of reward led to conflicts and personality wars that culminated in the summer of 2007. Since then, the best writers have moved on or slowed to a part-time pace around more lucrative endeavors, or have switched to secret identities in order to avoid prior engagements. In simple terms, this site is not rewarding in any way other than personal for its participants, and that limits it to a glorified chat board. Every medium needs its stars, and the stars of SoulCast were dissed instead of promoted. SoulCast has settled into a comfy chat site featuring monologues, rants, commercials, perversions, cliques and other subdivided scattershot bloggers without coherency or even a regular feature page article to pump them up. That's what happened to SoulCast...so far.
     
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  • crudebusinessman said on Dec 15, 2008....
    I can see why your committed to this place, its the best place to vent your thoughts into.
     
    your thoughts are the greatest things to share with people because they define you.
     
    specially with a great blogging service that offers uncensored blogging like this, its golden, really other blogs I've been posting on really dont quit scratch that itch compared to soulcast. Sure I personally dont think this site is perfect, I mean for starters I dont like the image I think they better work on it and improve it.
     
    but thats just me others might love the way this site looks.
     
     
    but most of the monkeys on here are fun and interesting to read ;)
     
     
     
     
    yours crudely
     
     
    crudebusinessman
  • Twylarants said on Dec 16, 2008....
    Des, I saw MrBox wish you a happy birthday...is it your birthday?
    Happy Birthday, Des!!!
    (Even if it isn't, Happy Birthday anyway!!!)
  • fragglesrock said on Dec 16, 2008....

    when i came here i heard all about the diva and how much fun she is...i was personally sad to not find her very active..so...

    ***fraggles knocking on door***

    "can destinydiva come out and play with me?"

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