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just a kiss...

queenparanoia posted on Dec 11, 2008 | views: 281 | Tags: love, mahalo, true-love, You, lovely, life, kiss
today, i saw a couple in front of me in the bus...
 
kissing...
 
i hate pda. (public display of affection...)
 
but that scene made me smile...
 
just a kiss...
 
you know why it made me smile?
 
when i'm angry like yesterday because i had a fight with my sister and my mom, we have a very complicated fight. and  admit i was the immature one, but i was so tired from work that i erupted. he listened to me and give me a reasonable advice. not a feel good advice but "the truth hurts advice". he says it in a way that didnt offend me but actually made me realize that i have to change this bad attitude of mine....
 
and that makes me wanna kiss him...
 
or when i'm so tired from work. so tired that i wanna cry sometimes. i mean come one! try commuting for two and half hours!!!! and i get home by midnight and then there's no dinner left for me!!! i'll send him a message and i feel better knowing that even if his busy at work he's still answers my rmessages right away.
 
and that makes me wanna kiss him...
 
or when he listens to my useless chit chats like shoes, shopping and shit. yeah boring stuff for a guy. he still listens. (very hard to find in a guy) i mean he even admit that it bores the shit out of him and he still listens!!! lol...
 
and that makes me wanna kiss him...
 
or when i feel some doubts about my capabilities with this call center job. he helps pratice, helps me with my homework (yup we have homeworks for training. lol) even he's busy with his own homework. he still helps me, gives me encouragement and believes in me...
 
and that make me wanna kiss him...
 
or when he watches movies with me and then finds it amusing when i'm so loud, laugh a lot and so into the movie. he even agrees to watch kung fu panda because my little sister was watching too. and actually enjoys the movie...
 
and that makes me wanna kiss him...
 
or when he spends all his nights, all his weekends talking to me. never getting bored. we talked about anything and still have never ran out of words to say...
 
or where he changed me to be a better person...
 
or when he made me realize that someone can love me...
 
or when he made me realize that i can love someone without anything in return.
 
or when he made me say "i love you" even if in the past it was hard for me to say those words. and yet now i feel great to shout it out in the world that i love him...
 
yes...
 
it makes me wanna kiss him... and more...
 
but for now...
 
all i could do is wait for that kiss...
 
i know someday it will happen... (i'm preparing for that day sweetheart. and it's nice we actually have a date to look forward to).
 
so i have to be patient... (and you too).
 
but for now...
 
i'll just settle for a kiss...
 
even if it's a virtual one...
 
but i know it came from the heart...
 
and that is enough for me...
 
mahal kita sweetheart...
 
 
 
another song for you sweetheart... ;-)
 
 




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  • andora said on Dec 11, 2008....
    thankyou queenie, I felt deep emotions as I read your words and have been going through a similar awakening about the man in my life...we've been together off and on for 8 years now, and come this September (our 9 year anniversary of when we met) we will be getting married. I pray for this type of wonderful belonging for you, you deserve to have that kind of love forever...we all do.

    I too have complicated relations with the women in my life, and especially with my daughters...the man in my life has held witness in such a way that I know I am not crazy, heartless or selfish as the women try to claim I am, because he witnesses my deepest decisions and attitudes...he witnesses my love in a way no other person does - he is my best friend and my lover. marriage is a big deal for both of us because we have both been single since the '80's - our decision is very significant and meaningful...the man in your life sounds like he is capable of this and the longing in your poem was a very potent form of magnetism that i hope he responds to with a kiss, a simple gesture - the best

    aloha, I'll envision your ultimate satisfaction in creating belonging through true love :]
  • Sunshine_Mariah said on Dec 11, 2008....
    That was beautiful queenie! :-)
  • queenparanoia said on Dec 11, 2008....

    andora; thank you andora! and congratulations! and youre right we all deserve this kind of love. isnt it a wonder that with just a kiss you feel that love? yeah living with women is so complicated. lol. especially with the ones you love but has a bigger attitude than yours... lol... congrats on the wedding all my love and wishes for the both of you...;-)

    sunshine: thank  you.

  • lionesss said on Dec 11, 2008....
    Awww queenie that had so so much emotion and i know you ment every word,and its clear you both love each otha, and the songs just put the topping on the cake, i thinks its lovely, good for you both,enjoy each other......and that long awaited kiss will be so special for you both,awww love is in the air lol...xx
  • fragglesrock said on Dec 11, 2008....

    i feel your emotion in your words...you deserve happiness and wish you didn't have to wait for your kiss :)

  • Hegemone said on Dec 12, 2008....
    You're just beaming happiness and emotion throughout that whole post.  I'm truly happy for you Queenie.  It sounds as if you've found your rock while you're pushing through some tough spots in your life also.  It's wonderful to see you say happy, having found this kind of love, and you deserve it.  I too wish you didn't have to wait for that kiss, but it will just make it all the sweeter and more worth it.
  • catch22 said on Dec 12, 2008....
    Kamusta!
    You are so cool! Be my QUEEN!
  • crudebusinessman said on Dec 13, 2008....
    Ah true love at its best.
     
    well I'm glad you have found love even in this world we all have come to known as bitter and cruel.
     
    its that bitter and cruelty is what makes love sooooo significant we eventually want to surround ourselves with it.
     
    yet again great love only comes 1 time they say but really I fell in love with 2 women only ever the rest well they were just relationships to ease the pain which is kinda harsh but they loved me and I didnt really want to hurt them
     
    so anyway that aside I hope you get to keep that great feeling of love forever
     
    its what moves mountains, it what guides you through the blizzards. keeps you filled with joy and energy that it will emenate to those around you and they will wonder what is that aura they feel around you?
     
    I know I've been there =] and I can say your going to enjoy alot more months to come and alot more years but dont fear of it breaking. never fear
     
    fear denies faith and you need to keep that faith as your shield for your love
     
    then life will begin to change itself more and more. believe me
     
    it makes you feel like you can accomplish anything hehehehe....
     
     
  • queenparanoia said on Dec 14, 2008....

    sorry for the late reply guys. i was busy and very tired frpm work!

    lionesss: thank you. ;-)

    fraggle: i can wait. :-)

    hegemone; yes it would be sweeter. it's nice that someone out there pushes you to be a better person... ;-)

    catch22: sorry youre too late... ;-)

    crude: dude that was so deep. thanks for the advice. i'll keep that in mind... ;-)

     

     

     

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