• Iocus said on Aug 26, 2006....

  Maybe he doesn't know some of you childhood experiences...
  
  The most darkest and shuddering experience during childhood was usually confronted alone instead with family. And sometime, the experience was inside us more often than outside. Called it you darkside, if you may, but the truth is, it will keep taunting you if it still has an effect or reaction from you. That's how it do to keep on living, they breath on your agony...
  
  Sometimes, the most hateful enemy is your own self. Noone loved all of their self, people are full of imperfections, and deniance is alway attained.
  
  I had it, not long ago. It was mind blowing, in a negative way. However, it helps, since that is the first thing I learned to cry upon, as I never had cry even on my birth ( My mother thought I was dead because she didn't hear me cry during birth).
  
  Since then, I tried sustaining it. Long after, I took it as a part of life. There's bitter, there's sweet. There are sprinkles, there are sparks. That's life.
  
  Well, I hope you'll be okay.
  
  P/S: There's a saying: "You have one body during birth, but you end up with two sould during death."Don't ask me what's the point, I just thought it had a connection.
  

• hotaka said on Aug 26, 2006....

  I tend to be a person who spends a lot of time alone, listening to music, talking walks, playing the guitar, writing, reading and so on. I like my alone time. But sometimes I feel sad about having to be alone. I don't know if I want to lose myself in some activity to forget the feelings or if I really need to be with people. Sometimes, I come to work late at night and visit SoulCast for conversation. But sometimes SoulCast can be just as lonely when everybody seems to be talking but not to you.
  

• monozuki said on Sep 18, 2006....

  Iocus: Thanks.
  Hotaka: Like you I kinda a person who rather have fun alone. But sometimes once in a while you feel bored and sad. I sometimes listen to music or just sitting and looking to the stars and sigh.
  I felt lonely too in SC sometimes. Like a flower in wall.. less notice
  

• hotaka said on Sep 19, 2006....

  I know what you mean about SC. It can be lonely when it seems no one wants to listen to you.
  

• monozuki said on Sep 21, 2006....

  hotaka: Sad...but it's okay =)
  I still have someone with me....I,me and myself..
  And I contented now that I have a space here in SC to express myself..
  When your alone and felt lonely just whistle and smile..
  

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