Does life ever seem so pointless? I hate it! I just feel overwhelmed with stress and all of "it". "It" being life. I just want to skip this whole week!!!! It is just so full of stress. I don't want to speak in front of 300 people, feed my family of about 15-20, and have a birthday party for those same people all on the same day!!!!! I am so stressed. Today I took the kids to the library and they really loved it. Tomorrow some guy comes to fix some things in our house. The house is such a mess. I still need to call the dentist today. I have to email my sister in law about some ways to make money on the internet, she is a stay at home mom and needs some extra money. Last night we drove an hour to visit with my great grandpa for his 90th birthday.... It's just been a busy week and there is still so much of the week left. I still have to go birthday shopping, think of what to get and how much to spend. I have to think of dinner and how to feed so many people; then buy all of it. (I am sure they can bring some food too) How am I going to fit that many people at a table that fits 12. What about cake and ice cream? My hubby keeps wanting me to help him pick out a car to buy. We are trying to make a new budget and redo some of our insurance policies......the list just goes on and on....and on top of all of that, I still have to maintain my sanity and take care of my family. I don't get near enough sleep. I get up with kids in the night, go to bed late and have insomnia!! So trying to plan anything out, I just get blury eyed and want to sleep. I can't get anything done. Plus, I want to blog and read blogs and comment and read comments. There is just no time!!!! So that is why this post is really pointless and unedited. Sorry. not that I really care right now, I just need to express my frustrations! I think I have done that now, so I'll just be done.