Is is okay to cry ?
Is it okay to scream?
I am so alone and noone can help me.
Is it okay to hate ?
or maybe plot your murder?
Cause as extreme as it sounds my life woudl be so much better without you.
I want you to be here but i hate you with everything i have
I want you to be like you were before but i know its never goin to happen and you changed
I want to be in your arms not talking just laying but its impossible when your so many km away
I jus need you , thats it , i need you here right now not in the future right now.
I just want my fiance back to fall into, and cry and hold and kiss and have by me.
I do not want web cam i do not want the phone i want the real you in person
I cant cope with this and your forcing me to and i hate you for it ..
I hate your job i hate how money defines you i hate how selfish you
what is there left to love?
