i am sick of waiting .. sick of playing these stupid games ... sick of you making me angry and then hanging up before i have the chance to yell at you.. sick of you giving me shit but me never being able to give you a piece of my mind.

I am tired of the way you treat me and i really do not know if i love you anymore. I really do not know how i could. Sick of crying at night sick of you and everything that you mean to me.

SIck of being the only one in this who cares. Tired of crying sick of you hurting me and there being nothing i can do i feeel so powerless. Sick of hard times and no rewards sick of being last when i think of you every minute of every day sick of you sick of you altogether i wish i never met you and coudl take every single thing i ever gave you back

you do not deserve my smiles you do not deserve my love you do not deserve to hear this voice that annoys you so bad .. you do not deserve anything i give you that you do not appreciate, which is everything i give with my whole heart

your so selfish as long as your happy who cares if i miss you.. who are you with to not fel like you miss me ?

as long as you are not gettin yelled at everything is ok even though back here my heart is breakin and its all your ault. i didnt give you my heart to do this with. I didnt trust you and i was careful cause i knew better and now you go and do the only thing i didnt want you to

i feel so betrayed and mad and like i want you to hurt like you always hurt me and i cant inflict that pain on you and im so stuck and powerless and its a terrible terrible feeling

i hate you