I feel so free, like I can breathe. That nice big breath you take after staying underwater for too long.That kind of breathing. Two weeks of doing exactly what I want, when I want and how I want to do it. I did not realize how much of my actions were dictated by HIS needs, wants and desires. I thought he was a real gem, but it turns out he was a fake. Once a bright light was shown on him, his flaws were glaring at me. So, I am enjoying my life again, and not sad at all. Frankly, that is causing my friends to think I am in denial, but really I am joyous in the fact that I dumped him and I did all I could before hand to make things right. So now I can put my needs first and enjoy the holidays with all the friends, fun, parties, and family i can stand. Breathing deep Deep DEEP, and loving every bit of it.
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woman said on Dec 03, 2008....
Being by yourself is always better than being in a bad relationship. If you are feeling that relieved you are certainly better off. So breathe deeply and enjoy the holidays. -
secretlife said on Dec 03, 2008....
i'm so happy for you! you deserve to be happy, and i am sure you aren't in denial!!!! -
namyogrl said on Dec 03, 2008....
Woman what a perfect time to feel free. I can enjoy all of the holiday without the stress. What a present.Secret happines is sooo fun. Going out with friends on Fri. to live it up a little. Cant wait :) -
Hegemone said on Dec 04, 2008....
Congratulations! It's great that you feel so at peace with all of this. You mentioned that you had basically done all you could while still in the relationship, so maybe it's that knowledge, that you tried your damnedest so it's not your fault, that enables you to be so at peace. Either way, good for you, I hope you are enjoying it! -
fragglesrock said on Dec 04, 2008....
i'm right there with you namyogrl...just breathing :) some days it's harder than others but just take it one day at a time..sending good thoughts... -
cntlvmenuf said on Dec 04, 2008....
I can relate to how exhilarating it is to rid ourselves of "baggage" of any sorts. We don't realize how weighed down we are till we put it all down.Enjoy the holidays...and dont you ever forget how to breathe :-) -
namyogrl said on Dec 04, 2008....
Hegemone - Peace is such a great thing. Being a Buddhist it is something I seek out daily in my life. Now I have a whole new level of Peace.
Fraggles - I appreciate the good thoughts. Sending even more your way :)
Cnt - I feels good to let go of 250lbs. You can take such a big breathe when thats not sitting in the middle of your chest. You enjoy the holiday as well.
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