this is where i start to get really nervous! i'm showered, hair done, makeup sorted. i just need to get out the outfit i shall be wearing to please Him.
and have a joint to try to calm down.
He's just messaged to say He'll set off soon...and it's a 2 hour drive.
i am longing to be in His presence....i don't know what will happen...what He will do to me.....i just know that whatever it is i will do my absolute best to take it bravely. it's usually just sexual service, often in bondage...and He is a fantastic virile lover...so usually it's just bliss...with an edge!
but will He want to push me?? and how?? i don't think He would bring anyone else without a hint of warning.....but He is Master...so He could!
most of what He usually does to me i love...i love to serve His cock in any way....the only difficult bit is when i am not allowed to make sounds when He arouses or uses me. this is not easy as i tend to be rather vocal. and when i am forbidden to cum even though He is driving me mad with arousal....and He isn't kidding...if i cum without permission i get beaten...not straight away, but i know it will happen and that it won't just be a token beating.
my slave is setting up the st andrew's cross of heavy chain, made rigid by spreader bars and ready for me to be clipped to by my cuffs in a moment. i'm sort of hoping that Master has forgotten that i have a Violet Wand...it bloody hurts...especially on sensitive bits! not to mention the new whips that i have made. some of them are very severe and and i use them very carefully on my slave...the single tail, carriage whip and martinet can do real damage if used too heavily....i did a lot of practising on cushions before i used them on him.
shit...my nails need doing...time to summon my slave for a manicure and new nail varnish.
MissKaos posted on Dec 03, 2008
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