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Five days.

That's all we have left to spend time with each other before you go.
What could possibly happen in such a span of time?
Perhaps we could lay down  and spend each day cuddled in bed.
Or we could set certain time each day to meet and have a picnic
Or we could watch different movies, eat popcorn or bags of chips.
Struggle to find more ways to freeze time.

It's easy to think of ways to spend time while we still can.
But it's never easy to brush aside the fact that one day, that day would finally come.
Work has prevented me from doing what we should have done together.
Yet you wanted it so, telling me, "it's better this way".
It's easy to smile and say "perhaps you are right".
Silently choking the urge to cry.

Five days. Now down to one.

In a few hours, you shall bid me goodbye.
I don't want to cry, but tears begin to fall.
I want to hold on to all those memories, good or bad
To those times we took for granted,
Those times we spent with each other.
Not knowing that one day, one of us have to leave.

I thought I am used to goodbyes.
I don't want to accompany you at the airport.
I don't want last kisses or hugs.
But I will shed a  tear when you turn your back.
Because deep in our hearts, we both know how we feel,
And even if it hurts, we have to face our fate.








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  • queenparanoia said on Nov 28, 2008....

    {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{HUG}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

    babalik pa naman sya di ba????

    please dont cry...

  • beyondtheveil said on Nov 28, 2008....
    So heartfelt and well written.

    I hope you'll excuse me for not commenting on your blogs lately. With some I was out of town, I don't know how I missed the others. But I believe you know I think of you.
  • Hegemone said on Nov 28, 2008....
    Lionesss, that was very touching.  In a sort of way I feel like I can identify with that a bit.  Well written and thank you for sharing!
  • gingersoul said on Nov 28, 2008....
    Lio.....no, time doesn't freeze...time doesn't care....and you do have to say the goodbyes and the hated "See you soon"......

    I wish there it would be a better way to taste happiness than having to see it ending to soon....{{hugs}}
  • diabolicdame said on Nov 28, 2008....
    Thats so touching! Thank you.. I have had moments like that too.. life goes on but these moments stay with us. (((((((((hug)))))))))
  • mobil said on Nov 28, 2008....
    I think the only good thing about time moving so quickly, is that in the time we say goodbye till we say hello again, though it doesn't seem as quick, it is.....
  • lionesss said on Nov 28, 2008....
    a beautiful peiece of writing its lovely wel done x
    lionesss sss sss x
  • Lioness said on Dec 02, 2008....
    Queen: thanks for the hug. Yes, babalik siya in two years time. Di ba napakatagal non?? Marami nang pwedeng mangyari non..

    beyond: I wish I could verbalize this, I am just too coward to show my emotions. Thank you so much for the thoughts and for being so nice, I truly appreciate it.

    Hi Hegemone, thanks for dropping by, I wrote this as a secret letter to him, exactly how I felt deep within.

    ginger, I guess it's a reality that I should start accepting from now on. It's hard being so attached to a person, it's more difficult to let go.

    Hi diabolicdame, thanks for reading! I agree, life goes on no matter what.

    mobil, time -- no more words could say it more than you said it. One day, we want it quick, the next, slow.

    lionesss, I am glad you liked it. This is one of those days I feel so down.

    After I finished typing this, he arrived and asked me what's wrong, he might have sensed my eyes were red. I just smiled and told him I got colds. =(  Good thing it was time to go home.

    Thanks so much for sharing your thoughts.. for reading.


  • queenparanoia said on Dec 02, 2008....
    two years lang yan... love can wait if it' strong.. kaya nyu yan ate lioness... ;-)

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