I want us to look at each other like on that movie ..

but i cant cause your not here

I want you to hold me like you used to and to feel comfortable and happy again

but i cant cause your not here

I dont want to feel jealous and hate everyone who gets to enjoy what we have

but I cant help it cause your not here.

 

I dont remember what it feels like to be with you

how does that not scare you?

I can't remember the last time I went to bed without crying

why should I have to go through this?

I can't remember the last time you understood me or made me laugh

what happened to what we used to have?

 

I hate you more every day you make me feel these things,

it's easier to forget about you with every passing day.

I feel like i will never forgive you,  for putting me through this and never making things better

it makes it so much easier for you to be gone.

You hurt me over and over again

when will i grow up and say good bye for the last time ?

 

Until then ill be your puppet you will be my master pulling the strings whichever way you choose and sadly I will not realize how much better

I would be without you...